Always and forever

A/N I know this is probably awful I apologize I put Hollis in this story in an attempt to make it more interesting and build the suspense it is set in season three but kind of goes all over the place. I know where im going with this kinda and I know this chapter is short but I wanna know what people think before I continue

It had been three months since she had walked back into his life, three months since she had said 'no of the Job' and most importantly it had been three months since he had caught a glimpse of the rings on her finger. But still he didn't ask truth be told he was scared of the answer he didn't want to believe that she had truly moved on, he didn't want to believe that there was no future for them, that he would never be able to call her his again. He loved her, always had and always will to him it didn't matter that she left seven years ago he had forgiven her all he wanted was her back in his arms. Clearly she didn't feel the same what reason is there to wear a beautiful ring with a diamond in the middle and three amethysts either side. And a white gold band with an inscription that he hadn't yet had chance to read unless you were married. Admittedly he was also seeing somebody.

She was watching him from the balcony she could tell he was deep in thought, she wondered what he was thinking about. She fiddled with the rings on her finger she was happily married or so she thought until she became the first female director of a federal agency and became the boss of not only her old boss but also her former lover the only man she truly loved. The second she laid eyes on him the memories from her probie days and Paris came flooding back she knew she still loved him as much if not more than when they first met. It hurt her so much when she said 'no of the job' she didn't want to say it she wanted to kiss him right there and tell him she loved him but she wasn't prepared to risk her marriage just in case it didn't work out and she certainly didn't want to risk her career. She looked up and saw Hollis Mann heading over to Gibbs desk and kiss him tears started to form in her eyes as she walked back to her office.

He saw her watching him and he could tell she was deep in thought too. He noticed her twisting the rings on her finger it stung knowing without a doubt that she had moved on he would leave Hollis for her in a heartbeat. He spotted Hollis walking towards his desk and when she got there he kissed her passionately knowing that Jenny was watching them he didn't fail to spot the tears forming in her eyes as she started to walk away he started to wonder if she was truly happy.

Later that day after spending time with Jenny due to a case he was more determined to get her back and in order to do this he knew he had to break up with Hollis. Now there he was stood at the door of the cornels house waiting for her to answer. "Hey Gibbs I was expecting you tonight couldn't keep away huh?" Hollis said with a wink "we need to talk can I come in?" Gibbs replied "sure come in what is it?" "I don't think we should see each other anymore I am in love with someone else and it's not fair to lead you on I'm so sorry" Gibbs explained. At first Hollis was shocked at the fact he apologised but after she snapped out of it and realised what was happening she only had one question "who is she?" "Hol I ne…" Hollis cut him off "it's the director isn't it? It's Jenny" "I never meant to hurt you" "just answer the question Jethro" Gibbs thought about what to say and then replied "yes, yes it's Jen but not recent I never really stopped loving her we have a history" with that Gibbs walked out the door without even saying goodbye.