Hi! This is a new story. JasonxPiper for life. And I know I haven't updated my stories for about idk .. 2 years? HAHAHA I'm very busy at school and I got out a lot and haven't really got the time to log back in on fanfiction. I've been reading some stories about Jasper and well, there aren't that many fans anymore. So if anyone ever stumble across this story, then thank you for reading this. I think I'm going to stick to one-shots because I really can't promise updates and all that stuff. So yes, this story is kinda like a come back one. Idk what this story will end up with. Maybe it'll be a sad one or a happy one, but I just want to say that not everything is as it seems. Have a nice day loves! x
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There wasn't really a day where I couldn't stop thinking about him. It was like he was still here and I can't stop. I really can't. He's at the back of my mind and he won't stop bothering me with his smiles, and laughs, and scent, and his very famous kisses.
Jason
That name haunts me everytime. It's like he didn't even leave me in the first place.
Yes, he left.
But here I am still stuck. Like a fly trapped in a web. A web of beautiful memories.
Why can't I move on?
Why can't I just forget about him?
Is this the curse of being a daughter of Aphrodite?
Will I ever get to the point of stopping?
Stopping from loving him with all of my life?
Maybe I will get to that point
Maybe I can stop this by ...
NO! I can't do that. I can't
I can't leave them
Percy?
Annabeth?
Leo?
Hazel?
Frank?
Reyna?
I can't do this to them
I can't
But when will the pain ever stop?
When will I forget about how we went to the beach and got sunburns that hurt like a btch?
Or how we played in the snow and made snow angels?
Or that time when we decided that it was good idea to cook bacon but got our house to set on fire?
When?
I can't stop thinking about it
Him
I can't
But maybe it's time to say goodbye to those times
The memories will still be there, they'll always be at the back of my mind
But maybe ..
Just maybe ..
It's time to move on ..
To start a new ..
To give someone else a chance ..
He'll always have my heart
No one can ever steal it from him
But maybe it's time to just accept ..
That he'll never come back ..
Not even once ..
Not even Nico who is the son of death, can bring him back
Yes
Jason, the love of my life, is dead
And those words hurt
They hurt a lot
But I can't do anything to bring him back
Maybe this is the will of the gods
Maybe I'd see him someday
I'd see that smile again
And that pretty ocean blue eyes
But maybe not in this lifetime
So I'd stand up
And live for him
And for our baby
Yes, a baby
My lovely little Jace
I'd love him for a lifetime, I know that is the truth
But I need to see another future for our perfect little prince
I'd see you soon, my love
Let me just give our little prince the perfect life
I love you
I always will
So there you go guys! Hope you liked it x
