And I made myself clear not to fall in love with you,
But yet, I failed.
Now here I am making a fool out of myself, in front of you, in front of our friends, in front of everyone.
Name: Watanabe Mayu
Age: 20 Years Old
Occupation: Idol
Let me tell you a secret, a secret that I should never tell anybody about it. That I, the famous idol Mayuyu broke our group's Love Ban Law. To whom am I in love you asked? It is none other than my former captain and my so called "mother". Kashiwagi Yuki.
At first, like everyone who is in love is, I am quite confused on what I really feel about Yukirin. Ever since I saw her on TEAM B's audition, I really thought that she is cute. As the time goes by, from our very first stage performance, our first single together with the other teams, the first reshuffle where she was promoted as Team B captain, my feelings for her grew more that sometimes that I want to go insane. I'm always thinking about her, I always want to see scared me really, because I feel that I am becoming more possessive towards her. I feel jealous when other members become close to her. I want YUKIRIN to see me and ONLY ME.
Before, I told myself not to fall in love with someone. I was contented on my Otaku plus idol life. I prefer 2D people rather than 3D. I thought falling in love is such a nuisance (which I proved it is). But what does Yukirin have to make me this type of person that I am now? To make my heart skip so fast everytime she get close to me. I try not to lose myself everytime we perform. I try to suppress my urge to pin her down everytime we do skinship towards each other. Seeing her smile almost makes me drown in euphoria. I always daydream that Yuki is lying right next to me, doing all perverted things. Yuko noticed this and she always catch me while I'm in the middle of my daydream. For me, Yukirin is a drug that I can get addicted to. I want to hug her, kiss her, totally mark her to make everyone know that she is MINE. I don't want any people get close to her. I don't want anyone to taint her. This lingering feeling of mine that always scare me. I always ask myself, what if Yukirin knows all about this? Will she love me back or will she be disgusted? I won't really know unless I try right?
But there is only one thing that I know that I should need to do. This is my mission.
I WILL MAKE YUKIRIN MINE. No one can stop me. I will do everything it takes to make my beloved love me back. But I wonder? How the hell can I do that?