I layed there, being mauled by the mutts. My body went limb, the mutts left. I kept repeating the same 5 words in my head. I am going to die. The pain was numb, and I was confused, wasn't death suppose to be painful? "Suck it up, Odair." I said to myself. I chuckled, thinking if that was the last time I was ever going to laugh. I stared at the celing. I thought about how my death would affect everyone. You sacrifised yourself to save them. Katniss will free them. She won't die. I smiled at the thought of Annie being free. My smile turned into a frown. My Annie. I had a flash back, of when I first met her, I was just 11 years old, and I was fishing, then I heard a girl scream, her hand was the only thing in sight. Without thinking, I dropped my spear and I dove into the water. I held her, and put her down on the shore. Then I remembered when I got reaped. She came to visit me, and gave me a token, to remind me of home. She kissed me. After then, I couldn't stop thinking about her. She was my one and only. A tear rolled down my cheek as I thought of her. I thought of my friends. Did I have friends? They were all practically just for show... then I thought of Johanna. Poor, poor Johanna. She never liked anyone, and I think I was her only friend. She can't stand Katniss, or anyone for that matter. She told me she didn't mind Peeta, but that didn't mean she liked him either. Then there's Haymitch. I craked a grin at the thought of Johanna having to work with Katniss and Haymitch. I sighed. " Guys, even though you can't hear me, I hope you know, that you guys were the last things I thought of. Know, that I'll be keeping secrets, and eating sugar cubes in the heavens." I closed my eyes. I didn't want to let go. But I did. I felt presure lift off my body. I opened my eyes, and I saw a dissembled body on the floor under my feet. He looked peaceful. Then I realized. That's me. I wanted to back to my body. But I was so tired. I shook my head and walked away from my body. I saw a light. Well duh, that's the sun. Wait, sun? I ran, or should I use a term more appropriate, floated outside, where I saw Prim, Cinna, Rue and others, smiling at me, and beckoning me to follow. I didn't hesitate, and I didn't look back.
So depressing, eh? xD