Hi guys**
First of all, this is my first Draeden fanfic, so no hate plz. I'm planning on doing just a couple chapters but maybe it will turn into something bigger i'm not sure.
Oh, and btw, i'm Portuguese, English isn't my main language so i'm sorry for any mistakes you might find.
Set after 4x08 - Time Of Death
After waking up, Braeden took a few seconds to remember where she was. Those couple of seconds were enough for her to start looking for the gun she usually slept with under her pillow. When you live the kind of life she does for as long as she has, you can't afford to slow down for one moment. Being slow gets you killed, you have to be always on alert. It was only when she looked to her side that it all came back.
The purple wine sheets were messy from the night they'd had. Moment after moment she started to remember every single detail about it. The way he tricked her into kissing him when she was 'teaching him how to bend', the way he tasted when they made out on the table, the way it felt to touch every inch of his body, the way he made her feel so special. From the second they first kissed it was like a drug, like she was high on that sexual tension, she just couldn't stop, she didn't want to. But now that it was calm and she could actually think about what happened she didn't know if it had been a mistake. When something like this happens, when you let your feelings get in the way, it's even worse than slowing down. When you get shot it slows you down, but eventually it heals and you're back on track. When you let someone in, it's not like that. It doesn't heal that fast and when it does, you're not the same person anymore. The scar that healed a broken hearts it's the most painful one.
"Sorry, did I wake you up?" he asked. Only now she realized he was right in front of her standing beside the table where she had put all of her guns to show him and teach him 'how to bend'.
"No you didn't." she answered. "What time is it?"
"9:35am." He gave her a light smile and turned back to the table.
"Are you ok?" she asked but Derek didn't say anything. She put on one of his shirts and walked towards him. "Derek, are you ok?" she said touching his shoulder.
"Yeah, it's just weird." he looked at her and back to the table. "I don't like guns, much less having to relay on them to survive."
"I know, but when you're human you have to.." she started saying.
"Bend" he completed. "Yeah, I know and I know you're just trying to help, but that doesn't make it any easier. I just wish there was a way to go back and change things so none of this would happen."
Those words hit her. Did he mean everything that's happening to his wolf status, or did he mean everything? She knew it sounded childish to be worried about something like this because the truth was that she didn't know what she felt or what he felt, but she knew that for him maybe it was just a one time thing, maybe he just fell into the whole sexual tension thing and it would't happen again.
"You would take everything back?" Braeden asked with a silent whisper.
Derek half-smiled and looked at her. "No." he said and hugged her by her waist. "Not everything." he leaned forward and kissed her.
"Good." she said when they pulled back.
"Of course we have to tell him, it's his money." They heard Scott saying from just outside the door. "No alarm?" he opened the door and Scott and Stiles faced Derek with a half naked Braeden in his arms.
So, what do you think? I know it's small, but I just wanted to know if i should continue or not, so plz tell me! And again, I'm sorry for any mistakes.
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