Nope, checked. I do not own Jimmy Neutron or Adam's song by Blink 182. Sorry. This fic is called Jimmy's Song.
I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest who'd
have known
18-year-old Jimmy Neutron sat in his room, all alone. His parents were away on some cruise again. They seemed to be going away a lot lately. Goddart sat on floor, asleep. The metallic dog didn't seem to notice the depressed mood its master was in. Nor did it even contemplate what Jimmy was beginning to think. So many thoughts swarmed through the genius's mind.
I'm
too depressed to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone
Things had started to go down hill for Jimmy. There was so much pressure as is for being a genius. Now there was no one there to praise him except Carl and Sheen. But that was rare when they did. He was graduating soon too. His grades were great but still there was that pressure of graduating. Then, lastly, came the love of his life. The love of his life didn't even know he existed except when they were arguing. Jimmy began to realize how he truly felt towards Cindy over the past few years. It wasn't hatred or anything like that. There was a spark he felt whenever their hands would accidentally touched or whenever she looked at him with those emerald green eyes. He knew he felt something. Something like love towards the blonde haired beauty.
I
never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days
when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The
world was wide, too late to try
But he could never tell her. That wasn't even an option. She'd probably laugh in his face or slap him for even suggesting it. It depressed him that she was so close but yet so far away from him. All he wanted was to touch her, to hold her, to pleasure her, to do anything. So, all that pressure and desire built up over the years. Finally to a point where Jimmy couldn't take it anymore. His head would swarm with all these new thoughts. Thoughts of freeing himself from the pain he felt deep inside.
I
never thought I'd die alone
Another six months I'll be
unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never set
foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Sure, he'd be leaving people behind. Even causing Cindy some kind of grief. At least, he hoped. Maybe she shed a tear or two. His parents would be grief-stricken. He knew that much. Carl and Sheen would be lost without him and his inventions around. After all, they were the cause of most of their adventures in life. But, all that didn't matter anymore. All he wanted was to be free of the pain, of the countless tears he cried. No longer would he cry himself to sleep or beat himself black and blue.
Please tell mom this is not her fault
Cindy felt kinda bad. Jimmy wasn't in school today. He always made it to school. So, she had to investigate what was wrong. Contrary to popular belief, she felt something other than hatred towards Jimmy. She loved him with all her heart but was too afraid to tell him. His rejection would crush her. But, nonetheless, she knocked on the door. When she was met with no answer, she opened the door. Knowing that the Neutrons were on a cruise, she just had to find him.
I never conquered, rarely came
But
tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel
alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the
time goes by
"Jimmy?" asked Cindy, as she walked into his room. She gasped as she saw a knife place directly over his wrist. A lost expression met hers.
Yes, I left a cliffhanger! Bwhahahaha. This will be a two shot unless told otherwise. So, review!