I stood with my feet in the water as the waves crashed against my legs I closed my eyes as the tears started to flow on their own and I knew there was no stopping them . I felt my chest tighten as the sobs took over my body as I let the words replay in my head.

I love you. You're it for me. I can't wait to marry you.

I felt a had go to my shoulder and give it a light squeeze I looked back and locked eyes with one of my best friends who gave me a sad smile before turning and walking back up the beach to the wedding.

I looked in the direction of the way he walked and watched as every danced and partied the night away this was a happy occasion for most but for me it was the end of the story that I had been writing for so long. Re reading chapter after chapter, checking all the details of every paragraph but it's over now the book is shut and there isn't a sequel.

"Colby" Dean's voice said "Let's get out of her man" he added

I nodded my head at him grabbed my shoes of the ground and walked to the car I opened the door glanced back and gave her one last look as she twirled around the dance floor with her Husband she was happy and this was her happy ending to my book.

"Colby it's going to be ok man maybe not right now but it will be" Dean said as we drove to the hotel "Its Sarah's loss" he added

"You're going to meet someone amazing who will love you and only you" he told me

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Let me give a quick rundown of what's going on I am Colby Lopez better known as WWE superstar Seth Rollins I was in a on and off again relationship with a women named Sarah since I was sixteen years old. You know the story the best friends who feel in love.

Long story short a few months ago I came home earlier caught her in bed with another man after I threw fit she admitted to a yearlong affair with him. I lost it again I threw all her things in the front yard and left her standing on the porch.

I feel into a deep depression I never accepted that we were truly done I was like a robot I went to work, drank, and slept and not necessarily in that order. I couldn't let go so when I found out she was getting married I lost it begged her to come home to me and she said she would but never showed that day. Next thing I know I'm getting an invite in the mail to their wedding.

So the petty part of me showed up I was planning on ruining the whole thing like they did to me but when I showed up I seen the love and happiness in her face and I couldn't do it. Then like a tidal wave all the emotions hit me at once and I guess I finally allowed myself to hurt about what happened, about how we ended.

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"You think so?" I asked not so sure

"I know so" he said

We spent the rest of the night drinking before making our way back to the room I laid in my bed staring at the ceiling. I had my closure I was ready to focus on me and my career no distractions. I drifted off to sleep ready to start this new book of me.