Rising Resolution

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(A/n I DONT KNOW IF I WILL CONTINUE THIS!

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I walked down first beach, dragging my feet as I went. Now wanting to think about how I am failing tribal class, not wanting to think about how my mothers drunk ness is only getting worse. Not thinking about how my friends always want me to go out and get trashed with them.

But mostly, not trying to think about how my brother left me.

Embry and I used to be like best friends when we were little. He is four years older but somehow we still were the best of friends. Of course that was until he turned 16 grew like 2 foot and became a jerk.

He was never around anymore. Mom started getting even more pissy than she normally is and began drinking and taking it out on me more.

That's when I started hating Embry.

He wasn't my best friend anymore, he wasn't my partner in crime, he wasn't my go to guy for advice.

But most significantly. He wasn't my brother anymore.

All the sudden my walking halted when I ran strait into someone's chest "ooomh," I grunted falling back on my butt.

"Oops sorry," someone mumbled.

"Jared! You almost knocked her out!" Another voice scolded, this one a girls. I opened my eyes and squinted and of course it was Jared Freaking Cameron and Kim perfect Cornwell.

"Alaska?" Jared asked confused. He then frowned down at me. "What the hell are you doing? Walking on the beach by yourself at 9 at night. you could get hurt!" He scolded while I flinched away.

I stood up wobbly and brushed the sand off of me. Jared was one of the idiots my brother hangs around now. He was even older than Embry. Hence why he and Kim were married already. "Shut up Jared. I don't have to listen to you," I mumbled, pushing past he and his perfect wife.

"Hey!" Jared said. I turned around and glared at him. "Stay out of the woods."

I turned on my heel and shouted back. "You can't tell me what to do! If I wanna go in the woods I will!" I flipped him off while Kim seemed shocked and he rolled his eyes.

I continued on down the beach. I hadn't even noticed it was raining until my friend Ava came up, "what the hell are you doing bitch? It's freezing!" She joked, but pulled me into her in an attempt to keep me warm.

"Shit what time is it!?" I asked worried, my mom would be home soon and if I didn't get her a case of booze all hell would break loose.

Ava looked down at her phone then back at me, "10? Why?"

"Shit!" I yelled pulling away from Ava, oh my god I can't believe I sat here and walked up and down the beach without getting moms drinks! She's literally going to kill me

"Alaska? What's wrong?" Ava asked but I ignored her trudging to the store just to see if by chance it was open. You see I'm only 16 and not really supposed to have booze let alone buy them. But the guy at the store knew what would happen if I didn't get them. "Shit!" I yelled again when I realized it was closed.

I then backed into the store and slid down the wall burying my face In my knees. Trying to ignore the tears that were threatening to fall. "Alaska? Alaska what's wrong! You're scaring the shit out of me! Alaska!" Ava yelled.

When I told her my predicament her face morphed into pity. "Oh Alaska. This is only getting worse maybe I should tell someone..." She trailed off.

"No!" I interrupted. My eyes full on glaring. "Ava. If you do that to me I will NEVER talk to you again. Ever."

Ava suddenly got angry which was strange. Because well... Ava never gets angry, "Alaska! This has gone too far! When your brother left it was bad enough but now it's just... Just child abuse!"

I ripped away from Ava angrily, "you don't understand with your perfect little life." I accused. And that was a low blow because Ava's life was not perfect. Her and her little sister Claire had to come live with her Aunt emily and Uncle Sam at a young age because their parents died in a car accident.

Even though I knew Sam was the one that corrupted Embry I could never hate him. He took care of my best friend after all. Even if Ava did see Embry more in a day than I ever would. Ava was my only true friend.

Ava glared at me but her face softened, "okay okay. But listen Alaska. If you come to school tomorrow with even one bruise I'm telling Uncle Sam. And if you don't come I'm also telling him."

I couldn't do anything but nod. "I better get home. You wouldn't happen to have any booze would you?" I asked miserably.

Ava shook her head sadly, "last time I gave you some Uncle Sam thought I was drinking so now he hides them." She said sorrowfully.

I nodded my understanding and started running to get home.

When I arrived mom was hunched over the counter asleep. Thank god. I eased my way past her and into my room, plopping on my warn out bed with a sigh.

When I woke up the next morning she was in the exact same position as the night before. I once again eased past her not even daring to try and get food.

I ran to school trying to dodge the rain pellets as they hit me in the face. When I walked in Ava was waiting as always and immediately began checking my body for a sign of abuse. "HM? What was she asleep? Hooking up with a guy? Or so high she didn't know who you are?"

"The first one," I grumbled as we walked down the hall and into our classroom.

After a long and boring day of school and me cussing out a teacher Ava was finally walking me home, "hey you should come over!" Ava said excited.

"Ava," I groaned.

"Alaska! You've been friends with me my whole life and you haven't been over to my house since the whole Embry thing. Come on don't let that screw up our outside of school relationship!"

"Ava! Just not right now okay? I'm not ready yet."

Ava rolled her eyes, "when will you be ready? When you're 60 and alone. With no family and we are all you have to offer."

"Okay just because you and Brady are perfect." I said letting it sit.

Ava rolled her eyes and pushed me lightly, "Brady and I are not perfect. We just love each other and will one day marry."

I giggled, "oh please. He looks at you like you're the sun!"

I looked at Ava and she was biting her lip to hide her smile, "yeah. He's cute." She said while blushing.

I laughed full heatedly then, "aves! Y'all have been dating for two years, I think you have more than he is cute." I teased

"Yeah, yeah so are you coming over or what?" She asked, bumping her hip with mine.

I sighed dramatically, "okay." I interrupted her squeals. "If! you promise Embry won't be anywhere in proximity."

Ava's face scrunched up, "Alaska! You know they work and practically live at my house."

I wanted to say coming like. "Yeah I remember your uncle stealing my brother" but didn't in fear of losing my best friend.

"Okay fine. But I am not talking to him." Ava nodded happily before hugging and kissing my cheeks.

I walked into the house and realized my worse nightmare... Mom brought a guy home.

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