Hey guys ...ok so i got this idea from Christina Perri's The Lonely. It made me think of Christina and Will so i wrote this for them . I feel for her! Read and Review!
The tears ran down her face withouth her permission. She was dauntless, dauntless didnt cry!
Her heart was gone, it had been taken and killed by a serum and a bullet. How do you survive without your heart? It was impossible right ? Or was it worse that you could learn to live without it? Thought was gone from her mind..numbness taking over completly.
Will, blue eyes dancing at her Candor speech. Blond shaggy hair that he refused to cut insisting it made him look tough. The only person who could fight with her over everything and still love her regardless.
Images flowed through her mind, a kiss, stolen in a moment of campanionship, a gentle squeeze of hands connecting and then letting go.
A smile or a simple brush of him against her.
She could feel the lonelyness stealing over her heart, numbing everything in its path. Her lungs, frozen, making breathing nearly impossible.
Her dreams were tormented, memories haunting them, bittersweet in their rememberings. Flashes of happiness stolen by the very thing they were taught to master. A gun. So simple. So deadly.
His body floated always at the forefront of her mind. Cold in its beauty, so close, yet the person she loved, so far away and out of reach. No goodbys were spoken, No Kiss goodby to ease the passing , just silence. Panic passes through her whole being at the thought of forever with him being gone. They were the future of Dauntless, they were going to be factionless together when the Dauntless decided they were to old for them. Their kids were going to be smart Eurodite/Candor Dauntless children. They were going to be brave and fierce with their tongues, minds and bodys!
It was all gone!
Never again would she feel his lips against hers, or the sound of his voice as she argued with him unable to admit defeat, all the while marveling at his mind. The feeling of his arms around her were already fading and it terrified her. Would she slowly forget him? Would she fall in love again? No ..She knew she could never love, atleast not the way she had loved him.
In only a few weeks he had become her world, her life and soul, it had scared her but she had never thought to fight it. He made her whole, without him she was only a part.
She held his body and cried, not only for herself but for everyone else who felt this way because of someone she took from them unknowingly.
How many people held the now empty, ruined shell of a person they once loved? How many live's did she ruin in a night of unknown actions ? And how was she supposed to live with that? Burrying her face in her arms she let the sobs overtake her body!
Tonight she would be Christina. Not dauntless, Not Candor, just broken Christina.
Tonight she would let the lonely take over her, and tomorrow she would rise and make sure his death was not in vain.
Those who had taken her Will would pay dearly. Never again would she allow someone to make the desicions for her.
She would stand strong never faltering, and fight her hardest without fear.
But tonight she was broken, and she wouldnt fight it.
Anyways Read and Review :D Love it? Hate it? REVIEW IT!
I may continue this story to focus on her emotions after she found out how Will died. Idk yet .. should i? or should i let it rest? You guys decide! :D