"You have no idea what I've had to give up for the people I love!"
"Are you kidding me Oliver? I know this but you are not the only one with problems here!"
"The secrets I've had to keep and the lies I've had to tell to keep the people I love safe far outweigh any pain you could be going through right now!"
"Bad move Oliver." Diggle growled as he pushed off the table.
Tears streaming down her face Felicity screamed back, "Do you have any idea of the things I've had to keep from people I love to protect them?"
"Come–"
"No! Shut up Oliver and listen to me!" Sobs racked Felicity's body but she stood up straight and looked him in the eye. "You think when Slade came for me he just grab me and took me to that warehouse?" Oliver looked at her in surprise. "When he came for me," Felicity's voice wavered, "he told me that before the woman he loved was killed, she belonged to you Oliver!" Oliver's face paled and Diggle look at her in fear of what was coming, but she kept her eyes on Oliver and slowly walked towards him her voice slowly getting louder.
"So he said that it was true justice that before the woman Oliver loved was killed, she should belong to him. Slade said it was only right if I belonged to him before I died!" Oliver was obviously in shock and Diggle looked horrified, but Felicity wasn't done yet. "So you know what he did Oliver? He took me to your room tied me up and raped me against your bed! Oliver, Slade took my virginity!" Felicity was almost pressed against his chest and her eyes, though filled with tears, were alight with anger. "Before I injected him, he was going to tell you. He told me that. He told me that he was going to tell you that you had lost the woman you love to your enemy, but I couldn't let that happen because I KNEW you would blame yourself for it and I couldn't let that happen! God dammit Oliver you are not the only one with problems here!" She backed off of him to grab her coat and storm out, but before she reached the stairs that lead out, she stopped.
"Do you know why I stopped wearing heels? Why I stopped wearing short dresses all the time? I feel dirty. I feel tainted and disgusting!" She said shakily with her back still turned, but now she turned back and looked him in the eye. "I dream about that night every night, but NEVER had I told you about it because you carry way too much guilt that you do not deserve and this was another thing that I knew you would blame yourself for but shouldn't!" Now she was screaming. "So NEXT time you tell me that you have more problems than I could ever imagine, think ONE MORE FUCKING TIME!" She stormed up those stairs, pants swishing together, and flats clanking against the metal stairs. She left, and behind here there was only silence of two men. One who chased after her to console her and comfort her. And another, who screamed at the world for the rest of the night, drowning in self-hatred.