April 9, 2008
April 9, 2008
Well today has defiantly not been one of my better days. About 2 months ago, well I kind of did something I should not have,
if you get my drift. If I have to spell it out then I had sex for the first time with my boyfriend. And it turns out today that I'm up
at 3 a.m. puking my guts out for no reason. This can only mean one thing, well maybe it could be more then one thing but I'm
pretty sure it's the one I'm dreading most. I'm afraid to say it out load so I'm just gunna avoid it until I'm completely absolutely
positively sure that I'm right. If I am then I'm in for a world of hurt and tears, maybe even some blood involved, but I don't
wanna go there. Well I'll be sure tomorrow after school. Then I'll know if my life is over or not.