L'Histoire de ce roi, mort de n'avoir pas pu te rencontrer

Addison and Derek are living in NY they haven't divorced yet and Addison is not cheating on derek. They're both unhappy.

I don't own Grey's Anatomy

CHAPTER I/ Oublier le temps des malentendus et le temps perdu

He hadn't come home yet, it been two days since she last saw him home, she was seeing him at the hospital but it wasn't the same. He had to come home tonight, he wasn't on call, even if he didn't want to come to see her he would come to change, shower, eat but no he was in surgery again. Addison had prepared dinner, everything was ready like it always was when they both weren't on call. But things had changed and Derek was avoiding is marriage.

Addison was unhappy, her husband Derek didn't care. So one week before christmas she decide to take off, She packed her bag and drove to the hospital.

Ten minutes later she was there, Addison went to the nurse station;

"Hi, is my husband out of surgery yet?"

"Sorry no, we haven't heard of him yet, I'm sure he'll call you when he does come out. Don't worry about it D. Montgomery-Shepard"

"Yeah, thank you"

After hearing the usual nurse's speach Addison walked to her chief's office to ask for a vacation. He agreed when she told him she was the only one going and that derek wasn't coming with her.

She had one last thing to do before she could enjoy her freedom, she had to see Mark, tell him that she was leaving. She found the man in his office;

"Hey

"Addie! Aren't you home with your husband yet?

"He's in surgery, not that I'm suprised but I can't take it anymore, I'm leaving Mark, tonight. I won't be waiting home anymore." tears were running down her cheeks while she was talking, the emotions she was containing this past few months were finally expressing themself and somehow it felt like a relieve. In front of her, Mark didn't know what to say so he hugged her. After a few moments he began speaking again;

"Addie, are you sure about this? I mean are you really leaving him? does he know?"

"Well I asked the chief one month off, I packed a few things... I don't know what I want anymore and I need time so yeah I'm leaving. He doesn't love me anymore, he doesn't look at me anymore... It's like I'm invisible, we're not even living together anymore. He is always working. I need to be happy Mark! I don't want to wait for him eternely!" she pulled away from Mark embrace, looking at her feets. Mark couldn't see why his best friend didn't look at her anymore. Any man would be lucky to have her, have the right to touch, kiss, make love to her, cherish her. She was everything you could dream of.

"I'll send him the divorce papers in a week or two... You know I'll come back right Mark?"

"Yeah, but where are you going, you want to stay at mine? I won't tell him you're with me don't worry."

"No Mark, I need to go away from New York, from all of this", gesturing the hospital "But thanks for offering, thanks for everything you've done for me, really you've been perfect like...like a husband." their eyes were locked, he couldn't believe what she has just said. So he lets his feelings take control and he brushed his lips against hers, his hands caressing her cheeks, at his surprised her arms went around his neck and she was responding to his kiss.

Addison didn't expect that at all, but it felt so good, to feel wanted by Mark. But it was also wrong in so many ways so she pulled away looking lost and confused.

Mark could'nt look at her, he felt awkward he never felt that before, he was a manwhore for god sake, he wasn't suppose to feel like a teenager on his first date!

After a few minutes of silence, she was the first to speak;

"Well, I think I better go, you know I have to catch a plane and everything so yeah, I have to..." he couldn't speak, he was in schock. "Will you tell him that I'm leaving?" Mark nodded in agreement "okay so I'll see you next month, I love you Mark" and with that she walked out.

Mark was left standing in his office, feeling like he never felt before, his heart was ripped but it was also feal with hope and love. He didn't know what to say or do. Only her could have this effect on him.

This is my first story, there is more chapters to it, so wait and see.

Thanks for reading