How dare he. I loved him. And he disappeared. He's gone. I never got to tell him I loved him. I never got to tell him I cared. And now he's gone. I don't know where he is. I don't know. I don't know. Here I am, a child of Athena, and I don't know where my own boyfriend is. Why? Why did he leave? Did I do something wrong? Did he get tired of me? I'm sorry.

I pray for him, you know. I pray to Aphrodite everyday. She doesn't answer. Why doesn't she answer? I feel dead. I don't feel anymore.

He was my best friend. My one rock. Always there. And now he's gone.

I won't stop until I find him, you know. Won't rest until he's here. But mostly, right now? I'm waiting for Jason to come back from his quest with Piper and Leo.

Jason reminds me of Percy. His eyes are slightly haunted; like he's seen things that you've only dreamed of and it'll haunt him forever. He's so sure of himself when he's marching into battle.

Piper reminds me of myself; teasing, happy, quick to react. Jason and Piper sidestep in the same way that Percy and I did.

Leo is like Grover; playful and funny, always teasing. He'll grow up eventually.

I can't help but think that Jason and Percy are tied into this somehow. And the way Jason always says the Roman god's names.

Juno, Jupiter, Neptune...Hera, Zeus, Poseidon...Is that linked?

No. Maybe. I don't know. But I know one thing.

I will do anything to find Percy again