I have decided to rewrite this story. Some things are different than in the 7th Heaven world. This story takes place around the time Sandy got pregnant with Aaron. The beginning is very similar to seen between Ruthie and Jack in Season 10 episode, Turkey.

"How are you?" Jack walked up to Ruthie, after seeing her talk to Martin.

"I'm good. Thanks. Listen I did want to go out with you but…" Ruthie replied.

"But that cannot happen now." Jack said with a grimace.

"So you know?" Ruthie asked surprised.

"Yeah and only the whole school," Jack said, "is it true?" he asked.

"Is what true? Me and Martin?" Ruthie replied trying to hide a smile.

"Yeah, so you are having his baby?" Jack asked.

"Wait, What?" Ruthie asked, both attempting to hide surprise and was surprised.

"Are you having Martin's baby?" Jack asked, a little amused.

"Who told youth that?" Ruthie asked, avoiding the question and eye contact.

Jack looks down the hall and Ruthie runs off finally realizing why everyone was looking at her the other day.

Ruthie went home and did not stop, hoping to not run into her parents. She went up to the bathroom and took out the baggy from the pharmacy. Thinking to herself, how did the whole school know before she did? She took the test and as she did she remembered that night.

In July, Martin came over when her parents were out. They started off studying and in the middle of it, he kissed her. Ruthie as you know has always wanted this to happen and when she felt his hand grab her stomach mid kiss, she knew what was going to happen. Her body said yes and despite her mother's words in her head she did not try to stop it. He got the condom from his wallet out and they proceeded to slide under the sheets. Ruthie remembers it being the most amazing experience. They fell asleep in each other arms. However, when she awake, he was no longer there ( both a good thing as Dad had popped his head in and a little suspicious).

Boy was that a good memory, expect that ending. She has not heard from him since then. She looked at the test and burst into tears. I do not know what I am going to do. Everyone is going to be so upset. She could only imagine her father saying, "we thought you would get through college before children and marriage, you'd be different from the rest." And Lucy, I think she would break into a million tears. At the moment the house phone went off. Ruthie jumped but then went up to her room to answer it.

"Hello." Ruthie said into the phone.

"Ruthie! I am glad it is you." Mary Said.

"Mary! We have missed you!" Ruthie said smiling.

"Well, since you are there, I wanted to ask if you wanted to come and visit me for a little bit. Mom says you have a few days off." Mary asks.

"I would love to." Ruthie replies. As she said this she thought, maybe just maybe this was Gods answer to her prayers of figure out what to do.

"Well, I will send the ticket to the airline. All you have to do is sya my name and you will be all set." Mary happily replies."

"Ok. That's great!" Ruthie replies, beginning to sound upset (all of sudden not able to control her emotions)

"Ruthie is something wrong." Mary asks questioningly.

"I cannot tell you over the phone." Ruthie replies, crying more now.

"Ok. I'll see you in several hours. Whatever it is, you will be oaky." Mary Replies.

Ruthie looks at the phone and slowly putting it down. She thinks to herself, no I will not be okay. My world will no longer be the same.