Prologue 6th august 2005

Things I wanted to do before I'm 20.

I wanted to watch my older brother score his first touchdown for the New York Giants, where he's always dreamed of playing. I wanted to see me father finally settle down and be happy and have his own life. I wanted to see my mother finally being a mother to me and not just the teenager she wants to be. I wanted to jump and scream when my younger brother tells me he's got into all the Ivy League colleges in the United States of America.

And now you ask? Well, now I want to see if I live past this week or through this month or maybe if I'm lucky, to see this year end. Why? Well, I've just been diagnosed with terminal cancer. And I'm 15 years old. my name is Bella swan and im in hell.