Vanilla Kisses
November 2006
By Skryll
Authoress' notes: Dedicated to my good friend Cassiel and as well to Cattypatra.
Warning: This really short fic contains Yuri references. This means girl x girl. If you do not like things of this genre, off with you! This goes as well for all you under 18 kiddies. Now, on with the fic!!!
Why is it that I can't put you behind?
Why can't I forget your soft sweet body behind me as you lavished loving kisses on my skin?
Fujin.
Angel. My sweet love. My angel of silver, more beautiful than gold and still as valuable to me.
Kisses.
Sweet and overwhelming, you didn't ask me for permission. You took my lips in your own and shattered my thoughts of him.
Squall.
He shunned me. My feelings were nothing to him. He only had eyes for Rinoa.
Rinoa.
Attention seeking, irritating, frustrating, annoying little puppy!!! Blinds his eyes with her whining and pouts. He only sees her. Little, lovable Rinoa. Went though hell to save her. Don't know why. Didn't seem worth it at the time to me. But then my eyes weren't used to seeing though love's rose coloured lenses.
Embrace.
Stealing my breath away, body stretched alongside mine sated. You found me in the garden crying. You took me into your arms and buried your face against my hair whispering passion into the wind.
You always hung out with Seifer and Raijin. I thought you were inseparable. Your vanilla kisses you later told me were from your little vanilla hearts. You placed each one pass my lips and followed it in. I giggled when we bit the heart in two.
Lying here in your arms, I don't remember any feelings for Squall. They were for you. It was you who whispered my name, you who sighed in bliss as I wove kisses down your neck. You who gathered the locks of my blonde hair in your fingers when I held you.
It was always you…
I keep waiting for you to come back from Dollet. You left because Squall ordered you to. I want you to come home. Come home to me Fujin. Come home and tell me everything is all right. Come home to me.
I don't hear the door softly open and shut. I don't hear the soft footsteps behind me. But I feel your lips kissing the tears from my eyes, your arms taking the clasp out of my hair and slipping the silk of my dressing gown off my shoulders. You're home.
I wish I could put you behind because I want to forget the time I wasted falsely loving Squall and live solely for now. I want to forget him. Forget how he turned away. I want to forget my mistakes. Hyne knows I've made plenty. But my biggest mistake of all, was forgetting that I love you.
Owari
Authoress' notes: I pulled this one up out of my mind late at night while thinking of one of my WAY older friends. I thought that she might like this pairing so here it is.