Brother to Brother

Brother to Brother

I look at him and hate what he has to see.

Been able to protect him all his life.

The one time I'd give anything to protect him.

I can't.

Damn it, Sam.

I'm sorry I did this to you.

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Dean, Dean, Dean!

I want them to stop.

I want to stop them.

The Hell hound and Lillith.

I want to kill them.

Damn it, Dean.

I'm sorry I couldn't save you.

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I know pain.

Known it all my life

One way or another,

But this, this was agony

Agony that isn't in the dictionary.

Agony as I have never known.

Somebody help me.

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Why can't I stop this?

I should be able to.

Ruby said I could,

But Dean, Dean says I shouldn't.

I watch him and feel I should give in,

But then I remember him and what he taught me,

And I feel I can't, for him.

Somebody please help him.

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I hear Sam begging, crying

And it hurts more than the Hell hound,

Tearing my flesh apart.

His cries tear my heart apart.

I want to help him, but I can't.

This time, I can't.

From now on, I'll never be able to.

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I hear Dean screaming

Like I never have before.

It tears at my soul.

Knowing he can't stop his screams.

Knowing he would, if he could.

For me.

I need to help him.

But I can't.

This time, I can't.

And I'll never be able to live with that.