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The soft silk slid across her skin, as she finally slid into her bed. Tomorrow would be a hard day... A day that she had to start a new life. Ever since The Incident she had not been herself.. Because of that same Incident.. she had to leave her old life, her old house that she grew up in and her best friend.

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The alarm clock ran, and Raven jumped out of bed. She'd been waiting for this day to come for months. Today, she would start a new life, find new friends and hopefully forget the horrible things she had to go through in her old life. She rushed into the rest room and closed the door shut. She looked up at the mirror hanging up against the wall and smiled. She had to do this. She had to start a new life. For herself, for her loving mother.. and most importantly her older sister... that was dead. So she grabbed a bar of soap and shampoo, and went into the shower... to wash off all the sick memories, once and for all. Today was the day.. that she started a new junior year in a new highschool, Revel High.

Once she came out, she dried up her hair and let her hair down straight. Her hair, has been told, to be the silkiest, the most mysterious hair imaginable. It had been very long, going down her back, all the way down to her hips. Her coloring had been the most unusual, her hair was dark blue. But no, her hair was surely not the most fascinating thing about her, it had been her eyes. Her eyes were the darkest shade of blue. Her eyes made many men and women stop and stare. Her gaze was the most captivating.. and her smile to be the coldest smile yet. Raven looked up at the mirror and put on the smallest amount of makeup. Just some black eyeliner to bring out the darkness in her eyes.

"Raven!" called Arella.

" Be down in a minute mom!" answered Raven.

Raven came out of the rest room and looked around her room. She had to pick out a perfect outfit for her first day at a new highschool. She looked in her closet and smirked, she knew what she would wear.

Raven came downstairs, to find her mother making pancakes.

" Oh nooww you come down.. just as you smell the pancakes."

" Ofcoursee.. why else would a teenage girl come down to her kitchen on the first day of her new highschool? "

" Wow.. getting all dressed up for your new day ?"

" Its nothing mom.. just the same kind of clothes i wear every day"

But it really wasn't. She always looked beautiful... but today.. today she would sweep guys off their feet. She was wearing a tight, long sleeved, dark blue shirt brought out her eyes perfectly. And on the bottom she wore skinny jeans that perfectly embraced her curvateous body. And on her feet, were dark blue flats that matched perfectly well with her shirt and her dark blue belt. YES, she loved blue.

Arella smiled at her only daughter and handed her a plate full of pancakes. Raven hurried up and ate her breakfast, but the more she ate, the more she wanted to throw up. Today is a very important day. And Raven was a nervous wreck. But no, oh no, she wouldn't let anyone know it. Not her, the girl who had been so hurt by everyone in her life.. she just didn't think anyone was worth any time anymore. Well, except for her mother, probably the only woman she knew that suffered more than her..

" Hurry up Rachel, you're going to be late for school ! " Her mother used her first name whenever she was serious.

" Fine fine i'll just not eat and starve at school."

" You know, when you use sarcasm, i find it incredibly annoying."

" Ok mom than let me eat, i'd rather be late for school rather than starve".

"oh Azar, just hurry the hell up"

Raven smiled and finished her last pancake. Soon she took her book bag and went off to her new school.

The building was huge. She heard that it was an incredibly big building.. but this.. this was just ENORMOUS. It had 4 floors and bout 15 exits. The school was surrounded by loud teenagers doing all kinds of things. The goths standing under the tree, the Cheerleaders practicing by the fountain, the jocks sitting on the rocks enjoying their view.. a group of brainiacs here and there, and the ghettos . And on top of the main entrance, it said "REVEL HiGH" in enormous, red letters. Oh how much Raven hated red... That color made her cry half of her life. Blood of the innocent, spilled, and the innocent destroyed. Raven's childhood burned, with humongous red flames.

As soon as Raven stepped in, she heard whistles here and there. She just rolled her eyes and ignored them. She never payed attention to men who randomly screamed out "compliments". Girls scoffed and gave her nasty looks, just to see them returned even stronger. Jealousy was a feeling very familiar to Raven. Ofcourse it was, since all her years in her other schools were destroyed just because some girls were jealous. Raven hated jealousy.. but that didn't stop her from being jealous of every kid that had a normal, healthy family..

Raven took out her schedule and saw that she had Biography first. Room 206. So she guessed that the room was on the second floor. She went upstairs to the second floor just to come out right in front of the room 206.

" Oh finally, something that was found easily"

" I know, this school is too big for any normal person" said a voice from behind her.

Raven turned around as if to expect someone very annoying. But in return she saw a beautiful guy, who seemed to be around 18 years old. He had brown spiky hair and eyes of the darkest shade of brown. He smirked at her and looked her up and down. (RED X)

" Uhm.. and you are ?"

" Xavier Ford. X for short.. i noticed that you're new because you looked very lost... so i'm here to help you, so if you want, i could show you around campus."

" Uhm.. No thanks . I could take care of myself. " She turned around to leave, but he got a hold of her hand.

" I didn't mean to come off like that.. i just want to help a new student" He smiled... and something told Raven that thats not the only thing on his mind.

" Are you deaf ? I just said that i don't need any of your help. And plus i'm right next to my class, you don't need to show me around anywhere."

Xavier just looked at her, at her eyes precisely. He had never seen eyes like hers before. He just couldn't stop staring, her eyes could be compared to a book, a very interesting, tragic book. It looked as if she contained so much sorrow, and all of that just in her eyes. He wondered whats in her heart.

Than all of a sudden Raven yelled .

"HELLO ! Are you deaf ? I said "hello" like 10 times already."

Right than he snapped out of it.

"Oh.. sorry .. uhmm.."

" UHMM Could you maybe... oh ii dont know... maybe LET GO OF MY HAND ?"

Right than he realized that he had been holding her hand ever since.. But in his defense, her hand was incredibly soft and small so her hand fit right into his without a problem so it wasn't even noticeable for him.

"Oh.. sorry"

He let go of her hand smoothly and put them back on her hips.

"Uhm so i'll see you later ?"

"Maybe."

He just looked at her and smiled. That was his new target now.

Raven came into her classroom to see that this was one of the largest rooms shes ever been in. She saw 2 empty seats in the middle of the room and picked one of them. Right as she sat down, a girl with strange orange hair started to talk to her.

" Hey ! Are you new here ?"

" Yeah.. But im a junior though."

"Oh wow, so am ii ! My name is Kori Anders, what bout you?"

" Uhm.. My name is Raven Roth.. "

" Oh , so Raven do you know the guy who was just talking to you outside of class?"

" No, but he was very annoying."

" Thats Xavier Ford.. One of the school's hottest, most popular guys."

" wow, no kidding"

" Yeah he's gorgeous and all but he's the world's biggest player. He only has one thing on his mind, and its not a long lasting relationship. Trust me. Im just telling you because of the way he looked at you."

Raven made an annoyed face.

"The way he looked at me ? He didn't LOOK at me in any way".

" Oh yes he did. But just be careful. I heard he's involved in gangs and he's known to be one of our school's most dangerous guys."

Oh no. Now Raven was really pissed off. She doesnt even know the guy, and people are telling her his life story.

" I told you, i don't even know him like that, and plus i'm sure we won't even see each other again, this school is to big for anyone anyways. "

Kori giggled.

" Silly, he saw you go into this class. He knows your first period class. Which means that you'll be seeing alot of him"

Raven scoffed.

Oh great today barely even started yet, and i have guys stalking me already. Great, just great.

The biology teacher walked in and started the lesson. The rest of the period was all the same. The teacher introduced himself and let every student do so as well.

The rest of the school day was just as Raven expected, a few strict teachers, a few soft ones. Guys walking around next to her pretending to do something just to stare at her, and girls hating on everything she did. All was the same, except for last period.

Here... everyone were introducing themselves, and almost everyone was present. Everyone except for one guy named Richard Grayson.

The teacher looked at the attendance and said:

" Ok class.. now its Richard Grayson's turn to introduce himself. Oh great.. i get him in my class. Might as well shoot myself now."

Silence all over the classroom.

"Richard Grayson?"

No answer. And than all of a sudden, the door opens loudly, only for a guy to step in.

Raven NEVER did this. Ever, But her mouth just dropped. A guy with the blackest, spikiest hair stepped in. He had the most beautiful dark blue eyes, and he had the warmest smile on him. But as soon as he opened his mouth, Raven's and every single other girl's fantasy of him disapeared. He LOUDLY said:

" AyOo Mr. Martin, how bout we cut this crap and just chill in here??"

"Im guessing your Richard Grayson."

" Hell yeah ii am. Now let me see if theres any fine girls here .."

He started pointing at every girl in the class one by one.. and making comments about how they look.

" That chicks hit, that chick's just plain ugly, that ones iightt.."

And when it came to Raven's turn he just stopped.

" woooaah... uhh mister.. im sitting next to that girl.."

He found a seat right behind of Raven. Raven just rolled her eyes and smirked. She could have fun with this guy.

Thats chapter one ! I will update soon, hopefully X It really depends on how much reviews i'll get. Be nice people please . I love writing !

Obviously i made Richard a bit .. weird.. but don't worry, in the later chapters he'll straiighten up. Just please don't flame because ii will track anyone down and i dont care who it is ima flame your ass ! But to all my nice reviewers .. ii love you guys 3.