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Disclamer: I don't own Light, or L or anyone else. Everyone is free.

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Xx Light's Pov. xX

The DeathNote, it can kill anyone in only 40 seconds, it can give a normal human power far greater than anyone has ever dreamed. I finally have the power to kill those that are making this world rot... I can finally make a new world, I can make this world a better place, but at what cost..? I can slowly feel myself slip away from what I wanted, what is right... I can see that I'm falling, almost like watching a video of yourself. You watch and think how embarrass you are about doing one thing or another or wished you hadn't done it at all, that's how I feel, the only difference is that I know what I don't want to do, but like you I can't stop it. It's like someone else has control over me... I wish I could stop but Im in to deep now, I've killed people, I wish I could stop... No... I'd give anything to stop, I gust want to go home, to go back and start over... I've never felt this way before, like my entire being has been forced into someone, no, something else. I don't want to do this anymore, help me... Please.

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Xx Normal Pov. xX

L sat in his chair secretly watching Light, the boy seemed off today, as if he didn't want to do something. L watched as Light gently tapped away pausing every moment or so, hands shaking, what was wrong with him? "Light-kun, do you not feel well?" L asked rasing an eye brow at the younger boy, who stopped typing and looked at L.

"Yeah, Ryuzaki. Why?"

"Your shaking, Light-kun." L replied pointing to Light's hands that were starting to shake harder, Light looked down for a moment and glared at them like they had done him wrong somehow, but he looked up as if nothing was bothering him.

"Oh, it's nothing Ryuzaki. A little to much coffee I guess." He half laughed, a smile on his face, but L knew that something was wrong, but what? L nodded though still watching as Light went back to work, while Light seemed calm on the outside he was angry on the inside. His eyes flashed red as he stared down at his hand for a moment. '...What happened there? Im I lossing control?... No, I wasn't focused, that's all.' Light thought clenching his hands to stop them from shaking.

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Xx L's Pov. xX

Light-kun what's wrong with you, one minute your calm but the next your angry, at what though Light-kun? When i look at you i can't help but feel that you don't even want to be here, is it because your afraid you will be found out, or is it something deeper then that, Light-kun... you are very interesting.

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