"I'll see you tomorrow, Cam." You gave me a wink and walked away from my apartment. I didn't want you to leave. It was snowing out. The roads were treacherous.
"I love you, Zach," I called softly watching him get in his car and drive away.
'I miss you… I don't forget you, oh it's so sad'
I stared at the wall in front of me blankly. This wasn't happening. This couldn't be happening. Not now.
Bex slapped me on the cheek hard. I saw her lips move but despite my lessons on reading lips I couldn't comprehend.
Macey was crying. Why was she crying? She never cries. She was the emotionally tough one. I stared up at the white ceiling. Where was I? I didn't understand.
Liz walked over to Macey and tried comforting her. Macey threw her arms off and started walking away and ended up pacing in the hallway. What went wrong?
Grant. He was the last person I saw before I was encased in a bear hug.
Jonas must've been the one to drug me.
'I didn't get around to kiss you goodbye on the hand. I wish that I could see you again'
The next time my eyes opened I was in a car. My mind was flying over one hundred miles per hour. I couldn't come to a logical conclusion.
'I know that I can't'
'I hope you can hear me, cause I remember it clearly'
It hit me like a freight train.
Zach was dead.
He was in the casket in front of me.
Zach.
Why Zach?
You were sixteen.
You were so young.
You had so much more of life to live.
'The day you slipped away'
'Was the day I found'
'it won't be the same'
Why won't you get up Zach?
Why won't you pop out of that casket.
Why?
'I've had my wake up'
'Won't you wake up'
'I keep asking why'
'And I can't take it'
'It wasn't fake it'
'It happened you passed by'
Why was it you?
Why couldn't it have been the other man.
You were being safe.
You were being smart.
But you left on such bad conditions.
Why?
Now you're gone.
Somewhere I can't bring you back.
There you go.
Somewhere you're not coming back.
In memory of the Bucklin family. I will forever miss you guys. 3 NOAH NATE NICK LUKE BUCKLIN. I WILL FOREVER KEEP YOU IN MY HEART. Your blue ribbons will be always be on my sports jerseys or near me. I love you guys. 11/1/10
Love Nelz, 'the frosh', M&M