Chapter One: Yami no Uta
KFG24: This is based on Yami no Uta and HigoSai ~ Festival of Asylum I strongly suggest watching both,if not to better understand this story,than just to enjoy two awesome PVs. ^_^
Ah,and forgive me for any RinXLen hints that you may find. Really,this is supposed to be a mostly no pairing story(aside from the mentions of past KaitoXMiku),but you know how I am. *sweatdrops*
Those bastards! How dare they shun me! I only did what needed to be done,I had no choice! Yes,I had no choice,I had to kill Kaito. If not for the sake of obeying the highers ups,then because he would have wanted me to.
I know he would have,he told me so himself.
And yet,everyone condemns me for fulfilling my promise. Though I suppose I can't blame them. I hate myself for what I did. Kaito... He was like everyone's big brother... Well everyone that is except for Gakupo,since he was older than Kaito and all. I know that despite all the tricks they played on him,the twins were especially fond of him,and of course Meiko and I - our feelings for him were definitely not what you'd call platonic.
So I guess if you look at the situation logically... And yet... I can't help but return their hate ten-fold! And they don't even really hate me! They're just stuck in one of the phases of grieving...
Oh god... What's wrong with me? All these negative emotions... This... This reminds me of what happened when Kaito was being taken over by the Mask! He constantly lashed out about over the smallest things,like when Meiko tripped and broke his favorite coffee mug,the real Kaito would just smile like he always did and tell her that it was alright and was she sure she didn't cut herself? But Mask-Kaito... He just started screaming at Meiko who had no idea about what was really going on.
And when he found Rin and Len scarfing down his ice cream... That's a major offense,but usually it would only merit a guilt trip as Kaito cried and a stern talking to from Meiko. The real Kaito would never have slapped Rin like that.
Thinking about those times... They makes me sad because that's when I first began losing my Kaito,and yet,at the same time I'm filled with... Glee? It makes me happy to think about others being in pain? It makes me happy to think about Meiko's heart breaking? I'm happy when I think about Rin's head snapping to the side? I'm proud of my deceased boyfriend because of the hate I saw in Len's eyes as he knelt by his sister,trying to comfort the poor girl while simultaneously issuing a silent warning at the one who had done the damage?
Oh god... This... It's not because I kept the Mask,is it?! I mean,Kaito didn't keep any trophies from his fights against those who had been taken over like I do,and he was still taken! It can't be the Mask!
The Anti-Mask Organization is losing another member...
No! I can't think like that! The Masks only take over the minds of weak willed people. Kaito always rolled over for everyone,that's why he ould be controlled so easily. But I... I'm stronger than that! I won't let it beat me! I will stand tall! I will triumph! I will not go down with out a fight - no,a war!
I am Miku Hatsune and I will beat the Mask!
Even if it looks extremely comfortable... I wonder though... How would it feel if I were to put it on?
I'll just try it on once...
KFG24: ...That was fun. I just love writing about people going insane. ^_^ I don't do it very well,but I love it nonetheless.
The scene with Kaito slapping Rin was not originally in there,but I was rereading what I had written and I got to the part where Miku mentioned it and I just thought, "Dude,I have to go in detail. I want to see this." 'Cause I'm pretty good at visualizing things without details,but I dunno,I just really needed some for that. Plus it made the fic slightly longer. ^_^
Anyways,the next chapter should(though it could turn out to be something completely different)be about Rin going after Miku. Whether it will also be in first person point of view I don't know yet... *sighs* Probably not because it took me a long time to get out of writing only in the first person point of view,but I'm kind of slipping back into it because it's so damn easy to write... One of the reasons Cendrillon is taking so long to write,I had it all in first person and now I have to change all the tenses to third.