We met when we were young.
You, the son of a doctor and me, an orphaned captain,
As similar as snowflakes.
Years go by without a word and then the news…
You got out of control and the crack of the cannons could be heard a mile away.
They locked you up, handcuffed and knocked out,
My colleagues, wild school girls all over you, a newcomer.
We fought over you in court and I had to break you or watch you die.
Bloody and bruised but very much alive, we took you back as our own.
A freak of nature, but humanity's last hope.
When the world seemed to slowly end, you came along changing everything.
Your eyes lovely, bright and sparkling.
A lousy fighter but an amazing lover.
The key around your neck, unlocking not only your basement, but my heart.
They send us out to fight like wild dogs amongst a prey too large to handle.
Our friends, falling during the battles,
Hoping that we would be reunited every evening.
Tall humanoid creatures with a burning hunger.
Marco, Petra, Farlen and countless others have lost their lives to the titans,
Stuck in a never ending loop of catch and kill.
But with you, nothing else matters.
What would my world be like without you, Eren?
I sometimes wonder what it would be like...
If I never let you in. If I had stayed nothing but your leader.
It would've been easier to let you go. To watch you leave.
The tears I've shed over you would be put to a less painful use.
Why did it have to be love?
You left me alone. I lost the one person that I had left.
I have lost too many to be okay anymore.
Isabel and Farlen; the only people who were my family.
Petra; the one woman that I had ever had feelings for.
And now you; the one person I can't live without.
You have no idea how I feel because you're happy.
I was tossed aside like it was nothing.
Treated like we never had anything special. Like our love was fiction.
After all we did together, you act like it was a crime and avoid it at all costs.
Eren. I love you too much and I can't go on knowing that I don't matter to you anymore.
I have loved you since the beginning and I will love you forever. Goodbye Brat.