DIFFERENT FEELINGS
Gokudera x Yamamoto {8059} Rating: Teen+
A/N: This is my second fan fiction~! Thanks for the reviews for the last time~! =D 1st fluff. Sorry if it's too OOC.
Summary: Yamamoto is in love with Gokudera. Too bad he doesn't feel the same way...Poem/Letter. In Yamamoto P.O.V.
~{Different Feelings}~
I wonder if he ever thinks about me. If he ever wonders what would happen if he gave 'us' a shot. Probably not. It seems like he hates my guts. He always calls me "Yakyuu Baka". Every time I try to talk with Tsuna, he always yells at me. Although it's wrong of me, I can't help it. Silky cream Italian skin, beautiful silver hair, gorgeous and elegant green eyes, a lean, feminine body that almost made me nose bleed when I first saw him. He was so...beautiful. I wanted to own him. To love him. To cherish him...
I want to be the one who makes him blush and turn red. I want to be the one he loves. The name he calls in the late hours of the night when I thrust so deep into him that I hit his oh so sweet spot that will make him see the stars. The one of the few who has the exclusive benefit of calling him 'Hayato'.
But of course, I'm only dreaming. I told him how I felt on numerous occasions. But each time, he would reject me. Each time more hurtful than the last. Every time he rejects me, I can feel the dagger going through my heart as the words of rejection come out of his mouth.
Will there ever be a day where he accepts me? Days I can embrace him deeply? Times where I can kiss him softly and explore our intimate side? The nights I can hold and touch him and make sweet love to him? Will that ever come?
Of course not. He has and always will hate me. I am just going to give my usual smile and hide my pain. I hope he doesn't see the pain he is causing me. And what's worse is that I continue to love him. I always will. I can't help it. I really do wish he felt that way about me as I feel about him. But I guess we just have different feelings...
-FIN
Hope it wasn't that horrible. PLEASE REVIEW~!