Sometimes he wanted so much to finally cry and scream. Who was he? Why was he here with a woman who didn't want him? He was her servant just like most of the nekos and he would be content with his situation...
''You are not my Ritsuka!'' she yelled. ''Get out! Get out! I don't want you, I want my Ritsuka! Where is my Ritsuka?!''
She made another cut on the boy's neck. The servant was covered in blood and bruises, but he didn't care, she was his master so she had the right to beat him. He felt guilty, he really wanted to know who Ritsuka was and why he wasn't here. He wanted to made his master happy.
The woman pushed him back to the door and threw him out. Then she locked the door.
''I'm sorry, master!'' the boy yelled. ''Please, master!'' he was scared, it was a cold dark night and the world was full of strangers. He had always been afraid of unknown, maybe because he didn't know so much things about himself, he didn't remember his familly nor the moment when he met his master. He didn't even know which was his real name.
He had been waiting for more than an hour, but the door remained locked. 'My master is really angry.' the boy thought 'What if she won't forgive me?'. He felt guilty, but he was also confused. He had no idea about what made his master so angry, he had never understood why it was his fault that he wasn't her Ritsuka. 'Maybe I did something wrong...'
The neko boy tryed to find an open window. He thought that his master needs him so he couldn't leave. Anyway, even if he could, where would he go?
Eventually he fell asleep on the cold ground, after cleaning the house and losing such a quantity of blood he was really tired. He had another dreamless night, but it was better than the nightmares he use to have.
His ear twitched when he heard footsteps and he startled. A blonde man was walking toward him. A stranger. The boy stand up, looking back at the still locked door.
''Sometimes I don't understand these people.'' the young man said with sad eyes.
Next chapter will be longer, I promise. It's my first fanfiction so... what do you think about it?