Disclaimer: I don't own Gilmore Girls or Sugar We're Going Down

A/N: This is just something I wrote at 1am because I was bored

I was in my car driving to a place I didn't really want to go when a song came on. I heard the song once before and had liked it but never really listened carefully enough to get the meaning.

Am I more than you bargained for yet

I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear

Cause that's just who I am this week

Rory never expected me to turn her life upside down when I came the first time she never expected for me to put it right side up when someone else had turned it again. I never used to be nice to people I didn't use to care and then suddenly all I want to do is help her.

Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum

I'm just a notch in your bedpost

But you're just a line in a song

She had wanted to cheat on Logan. That's why she had come. I wrote a book just for her.

Drop a heart, break a name

We're always sleeping in

And sleeping for the wrong team

I broke her heart when I left she broke mine twice when she said no and said she was in love with that guy. We never did anything we should've. We ended up with other people. Well she did.

We're going down, down in an earlier round

And Sugar, we're going down swinging

I'll be your number one with a bullet

A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

Last time we were together we went down. Even though we never really were up. Our relationship kind of was low then got higher and went back down it was as if it was on a swing going back and forth back and forth.

Is this more than you bargained for yet

Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet

Wishing to be the friction in your jeans

Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him?

I'm just a notch in your bedpost

But you're just a line in a song

I pull into a parking space and see them in the window and wonder for a second why she called me and asked me to come down here. She had said she was wrong and she didn't love him but they seemed to be just fine. I wish I was the one up there with you.

Drop a heart, break a name

We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

I hear something tap on my window. I look over and Rory is there. I look from her to the window I knew was hers back to her. Her eyes were red and her beautiful face was tearstained. I roll down my window.

"Rory he's not worth you crying over"

"When I called you I was still on the road" she whispered.

We're going down, down in an earlier round

And Sugar, we're going down swinging

I'll be your number one with a bullet

A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

"If you don't hate me too much will you help me move out" she asks.

"If I hated you I wouldn't have come" I shrugged.

She smiles weakly as I turn off the car and get out.