Kendall and Logan were the best of friends and they lived in Texas but have just move to NY for a year to check out the schools there. Both Kendall and Logan were very smart and they have scholarships so they are checking out different schools so they pick just the right one. Kendall never thought of himself as handsome he was the kind of guy that never reveled his body he always were several layers of clothes and never talked to many people cause he was insecure about himself. (He thought he was ugly because he hasn't had a boyfriend since middle school). Logan always tried to tell him he would find the perfect guy and that, he is beautiful just like he is and that he didn't have to change for himself or anyone. Logan didn't want to date because he wanted to concentrate on school but wouldn't mind dating. (Kendall is gay and Logan is Bi-sexual).
James and Logan were the best of friends and they lived in NYC there whole lives. Neither of them were very smart but they both were able to graduate. They hated school and liked to party. James dad was rich so he bought him and Carlos there own place and he has enough money to never work in his life. James thought he was the Hottest guy that ever lived and that no one would ever measure up to him. Carlos wasn't that absorbed in himself but had fun laughing at James when he would try to flirt. (James is gay and Carlos is straight).
James POV
We both thought that we would go for a walk in down town NYC.
"Hey dude look at that guy...can you say ewww..." James said
"Hey that's mean but he does look funny...I wonder if he realizes that it is summer and that it's not raining" Carlos said.
"He must, its boiling out here" James said
Later that evening Carlos and I went back to our apt. and ate the food that we got out to eat and brought home. "So what did you think was up with that guy today? He didn't seem like he cared what anyone thought of him."
"Yeah and I wonder what the guy that he was walking with was thinking" Carlos was saying
"I would never go out looking like that in public cause I am sexy and I gotta let all the other sexy men in this city to see this." I lifted my shirt up to show Carlos my abs Again.
"James you are full of yourself, you think that you look better than anyone."
"Ah dude...I do" I said smiling and using my lucky comb to comb his hair in the mirror.
"Whatever dude" Carlos said then he walked into his room to go to bed.
The next day Carlos and I were going to go out to the streets on NYC to sing. While we were singing I saw that guy again in almost the same clothes talking to the same guy again. All that was going through my mind was 'why'. I didn't understand people but this guy was different and I wanted a closer look, but I didn't even know why.
When we were done for the day we went into the same cafe everyday to count our money that people gave us everyday and get cappuccinos. We only get up to sing cause we like it not because we need the money.
"How much we make dude?" James asked while looking over that that strange dude in the corner with what looked like his friend.
"We have $234 dollars today, that's they most we had in 6 months"
"Awesome people must love us since we don't do this for the cash."
We split the money as usual and then got up to go get something to drink and then sat back down.
We went home that night and when we got into bed all I could do was think about that kid at the Cafe. 'Why am I thinking about him' I thought. 'He's not even that good looking...or was he. I'm not sure because all I ever seen on him was his nose and when he wasn't looking at the ground his eyes.' 'I wonder why he dresses like that; I just got to talk to him.' I thought all night about it and only got about 2 hours of sleep but got up in the morning and was ready for what we call 'having some fun with music'.
Kendall's POV
"Why do we have to walk down town everyday? You know I hate it."
"Kendall it's good for you to get out once in a while and see the world you can't stay at home all the time. You really need to stop being so down you look great, you always have and you need to get over your people phobia." Logan told me with a smile but he tells me everyday and I don't feel any better...but I also don't feel any worse.
"I don't look great but thanks for trying to cheer me up." I said smiling like it was working.
We went into the same cafe everyday at the same times so that we could talk and get on the computer because we just got here and we don't have internet yet. Oh yeah and we both LOVED coffee.
That night after we got home I felt like I was getting even uglier I looked at one of Logan's magazines and it made me even more depressed seeing all the good looking guys with there shirts off and looking all hot. 'Why did I have to be born ugly' I thought to myself. 'Why was Logan even my friend besides him I have no friends because I never want to be around people for the sake of them not scarring them.
The next day we went back to that same cafe to get on the internet and get coffee.
"Logan is that guy over there steering at me?"
"Kendall your paranoid not everyone is starring at you."
"Logan look he really is steering at me" So Logan looked back and as he looked the guy looked away not very casual.
"Why would he be steering at you"
"Because im ugly and he sees that." Kendall said looking very sad
"Maybe he likes you"
"NOOOO that is not it at all, no one likes me like that plus he's Georges why would he be gay."
"Your not bad looking, actually your very handsome and if we weren't best friends since kindergarten I would like you that you Kendall...you never know that perfect someone could be right under your nose"
"Thanks for trying to make me feel better Logan"
"Anytime buddy" Logan said knowing that I was being sarcastic.
