Hi everyone! I want to make this story since I really love Lelouch and CC pairings when Lelouch is a prince and CC is just an ordinary girl or just a servant or maid or a poor lady. Stories like that are soooo cute! I already read some stories like that! However, I decided I mustn't always read and read and read but I must make my own! I'm sorry if some parts are confusing…So this is it. Hope you enjoy! J
Prologue:
My name is CC…. Argh! Why do I have to tell you my full name?! Yeah, yeah, I get it. My name is Cecaniah Corabelle Elizabeth. Contented already? My mother gave me that name, when I was still a child. When I was still a sweet, loving child, which is loved by everyone. Yeah, when I was still a child, I can also play the piano, I can read sheets too, even now. My father gave me a piano, which I can play anytime. I was so happy that time.
My mother gave my 'non-existent' name to me when I was still a…, wait; I already told you that, right?
Anyway, my father before is a rich merchant. He sells lots of furniture and some dresses and …shirts? I don't really remember. He is a really loving and caring father. And my mother was a simple house-wife. She has an average-cut brown hair unlike me, which has now a green-long hair. She also has white skin. Well but I really hate her, why? I can't hold back words now, so I got to tell you…
When my father died, I was just a 10-year old girl. Well I cried a lot, of course. My mother also cried so I thought she 'really' loved my father.
So after my father died, my mother and I are the only ones who stayed with each other. My grandma, grandpa, my cousins, all of them abandoned us since we don't have my father anymore. My only memory of my father is the piano that he gave to me.
Then time passes by and blah blah blah…. We soon lost money. I even experienced selling newspapers on the street because we don't have enough food any longer. So my mother decided to find work and struggled to find it and that's the reason why she found her… her…! But she never told me about that. She only told me about him, falling in love with her.
That man is also rich like my father and he's a president of a company maybe. He stupidly fell in love with my mother. My mother fell in love with him also and the man knew that. Therefore, he asked my mother to be his fiancée maybe. But my mother refused to. However, he never told him about me or the past in fear that he will hate her or despise her. Stupid right?
The man tested her. He will give her a nice, nice job, only if she will become his fiancée or wife. Sheesh! Narrating this story is too long! You want me to tell you all?! What? Okay, okay fine. But you owe me lots of pizza.
My stupid mother is forced to refuse him because I am here. So she swallowed the offer and stayed with me for a month. The news is spreading that the rich man's said lover (my mother) is running out of money. Right I forgot to tell you that the rich man is also famous so the news about him or anyone or anything about him is easily spread. But except about his lover having a daughter.
So she couldn't stand anymore the lack of money and took his offer and became his wife or fiancée, not thinking about her daughter.
One night, when I was fixing newspapers that I'm going to sell the next day, I saw mother walk out of our room. She's wearing her clothes which I never ever saw before.
"Mother, are you going to leave? A-are you going to work?" I asked her, really confused, worried, and scared. She has a luggage bag with her. Her eyes were dead but she's a little bit sobbing, only a little bit. You can't even tell if she's sobbing or what if you don't look in her deep brown eyes. I don't really know what's happening; since I'm just a kid that time.
She was surprised when I spoke. As if she's a crook that suddenly stole something in someone's house and was seen by its owner. "I'm sorry Cecaniah," she said, walking away.
"Why are you apologizing mother? Did you do something wrong? Are you going to work? If then, take me with you. But why didn't you tell me?" I said, and then I ran towards her. I wrapped my arms around her waist. I rested my cheek to her, in fear of losing her. I'm scared to be left alone. I'm just a kid…
Mother will bring me with her… Mother will bring me with her…
I don't want to lose anyone anymore… Oh my, I'm getting serious about my old childish story. Hey, don't forget my pizza!
I tightened my grip gently. I closed my eyes, praying that I won't lose anyone again. Just then, I felt something shaking me. I flashed my eyes open and realized mother is shaking me off her. I didn't understand why.
I looked up. She looked at me with disgusted eyes and scared as if I'm a dirty beggar or a thief. Worse, she looked at me as if not her own 'daughter'.
"Get off!" she shouted as she wriggles me harder, trying to shake me off.
"Mother, why are you shaking me off? Am I not your daughter? Aren't you going to take me with you? I- I promise I will be a good girl! I won't cause any trouble! I promise! Just don't leave me!" I begged, not understanding anything.
She then stopped shaking me off.
"Mother?" I asked softly and continued to look at her eyes, but couldn't read any expression. "Are you going to bring me with you mother?"
"I'm sorry Cecaniah, I'm going to leave you for eternity by now…. He proposed to me… And accepted it. I'm sorry."
"Who's he? What propose? W-what are you talking about mother? Why are you telling me those kinds of things?"
"You know who's he, Cecaniah... He's the man who…"
I let go of her. Now I understand everything. I stepped back, and back… I don't want her anymore. I don't love her any longer!
"I will marry him the next few weeks so I got to leave now, Cecaniah, or else they will find out about us and despise me and embarrass me and I will be poor again." She said, crying; but not for me, but about what she's saying. I just can't imagine how weak she is when it comes to these things.
"How dare you! How dare you leave me like that!" I screamed, I want to put out all anger that is inside me, but I couldn't.
"Cecaniah Corabelle Elizabeth, it's such a nice name you know? I will name that to our daughter someday…" she said; just like she wasn't crying just a while ago. Oh my, that moment, mother was like a psycho that does not even know what she's talking about. But I tell you, that was completely creepy.
I widened my eyes. I was shaking. I screamed whilst I covered my ears. I don't want to hear something anymore. I fell down my knees.
"Cecaniah, what's wrong?" she said as she came towards me and tried to hug me. She knelt before me and wrapped her arms around me but I pushed her away. But she still persisted on hugging me. However, I still pushed her away. Yet, she still keeps on doing it. Right, I had enough.
"Cecaniah, don't be so-"
SLAP!
Yeah, I slapped her. I was so happy that I slapped her hand very hard it even had a red mark on it.
"Go away! I don't want to be with you anymore! I... I… I DESPISE YOU!" I shouted at her, glad that I told her what I feel about her now. I was so happy when I looked at her face. It was scared and surprised.
She stood up, got her luggage bag, and quickly headed towards the door.
She looked at me once more and whispered my name, for the very last time.
"Cecaniah Corabelle Elizabeth… I'm sorry…" she whispered and got out. I have not seen her anymore.
That night, I played the ivories. Tears filled the keys. Nevertheless, I proceeded in playing it. Since that day, all I ever had was my piano. I rarely talk to people so they say I am weird. I didn't care anyway, even if they call me a witch.
My stupid name, which is Cecaniah Corabelle Elizabeth, I hate it already. So I changed my name to CC, which is better; a lot better.
a/n: Yokatta! I'm glad I already finished chapter 1. Anyway, I wanted to add blood in this fanfic but I guess that'd be violent but don't think I'm a sadist or what! I just want something different! In any case, I would like you to reviewJ! Thanks for reading! I appreciate it!
