Behind the scenes
I don't seem important, if I died, would anyone actually care?
I'm just a behind-the-scenes girl. I'm not the start actors, not like Athrun, Kira, Shinn or My sister, Lunamaria. I'm not even good at leading anything, anyone, unlike Lacus and Cagalli. I've never been exceptional at whatever I do; I'm always so... average.
My existence, wouldn't exactly matter would it? As long as there are the lead actors, the show would go on, a behind the scenes girl like me wouldn't make much of a difference. I've never been popular or in the limelight, I've always been behind my sister, I was practically her shadow.
I've been on the Minerva, Archangel and Eternal, but never once did I feel important, I'm nothing but someone who sits at the CIC, not like the others, who risk their lives on the battle field, I'm not strong enough for that, neither am I like the others who lead the battle, I don't have enough confidence for that. I'm always that little sister that needs her old sibling's support,
I'm always that little girl that needs protection, always the one the got orders and never once gave orders. When I was younger, Luna was the social butterfly, boys wanted her, girls wanted to be like her. She was always the outgoing, smart, pretty and popular one, while me? I was always the, sister; people hardly knew my name and only knew me as, Luna's little sister or the other Hawke sister, not Meyrin Hawke.
I once told my sister how I felt, she hugged me and said.
"Behind the scenes or not, you are important. Without you the show would not be able to go on, because you are like our foundation, without you, we'll just collapse."
I'm still just a behind the scenes girl, at least I know, I'm important to someone.
There, a really really short fic :D well, its kinda based.. off me. I wrote I how I kind of felt and everything and ta da I felt Meyrin kind of suited this the most. Don't get me wrong, just because I write AC fics doesn't I don't like her, I just don't like AsuMey.(:
The End. lunarstar07