Lonely
Author: Lisa
Pairing: Buffy/Faith Friendship
Status: Drabble
Summary: Set During Ends of Days. Faith's thoughts on the true meaning of being The Slayer and the impact it has on your life.
Disclaimer: All Joss… no me.
Distribution: Just let me know where you are posting it.
"Okay, the point. Me, by myself, all the time. I'm looking at you, everything you have, I don't know… jealous. Then there I am, everybody's looking to me, trusting me to lead them and I've never felt so alone in my entire life."
"Yeah"
"And that's you, everyday. Isn't it?"
I watch her expression carefully, B's always been good at hiding her feelings, I'm pretty sure she's learned that from Angel. One of many marks that Angel's left in his wake.
If I wasn't paying attention so closely or if I hadn't spent a good portion of my life enthralled by my Sister Slayer I would've missed all the pain wash over her. As I study her I've never been so glad to not be The Slayer. I've envied her my whole life and now I'm content being Faith, five by five with a dirty past and unclear future.