Hello all, welcome to my first of a few songfics. Never gave them the credit they deserved, and I was proven wrong. So here is my attempt at one. Don't just jump to conclusions, just because its a songfic doesn't mean anyone can't write. Just give it the 3:59 minutes of your life, it isn't a lot. I know a lot of folks never actually listen to the song, and while I did that as well, it matters a lot. So please do, its a good song by itself too.
Song: Starlight By: Muse
I sat alone at the peak of Mt. Gagazet, the beginning of the end of my life. All I had now was memories, of him.
Far away
This ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die
Everybody else was back in Besaid, having the time of their lives. Sin was gone, but he was too. All I can do now is chase the memories of you.
Starlight
I will be chasing the starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore
You are gone, that's all I can feel. The pit in my stomach, is it worth anything at all?
Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold you in my arms
Just once and only once had I been able to hold you in my arms. That's all I ever wanted, ever needed to live this life.
My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to re-ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive
I just want to join you, the edge of the cliff is right over there. 10 seconds, and again I would be with you. It's worth it, I know it.
But I'll never let you go
If you promised not to fade away
Never fade away
You would hate me for it, though. Why did you have to go, why?
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
I have no more hope, all I have is the pit in my stomach and fading memories of the one person who had seen through me, and loved me for it.
Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold you in my arms
Far away
This ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die
Everybody else has somebody, my somebody is gone. They had their lives, mine was gone.
And I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away
But you did fade, and I needed you here now more than ever.
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
I don't care if you hate me for it anymore…
Tears poured down my face, saying sorry to everybody. An apology for each step, as I leapt from the cliff, smiling through tears on the way down knowing I would see you soon.
Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms
I just wanted to hold
Auron…
Hope you guys liked it as much as I hated writing it, its so sad :( Not that I hated writing it, but I never thought 440 words would take 6 hours to finally seem right, and I'm no good at writing about deaths. Thanks for reading, T.F.T.