~Dream Idol~
I wrote another story, yes? So please give this a try arigatou! *smiles*
Warning: This story is Rated-T for Gokudera's swearing might as well from every character. This story was inspired by Vongola-Nicole's story known as 'Night Star' and also inspired by the anime called 'YUMEIRO PATTESIERE' known as 'MY DREAM COLOURED PATTESIERE'
Gender-fic, Female Tsuna! ALLXF27 MAIN PAIRING UNDECIDED
Disclaimer: I own nothing. KHR belongs to Amano Akira-sama.
'Thoughts in flashback'
"Flashbacks"
'normal thought/word indication'
"Normal POV"
"Lyrics"
Chapter 1- I want to be an idol!
Today was a beautiful day, it's weekend. No classes just sleep all day.
I snuggle on my pillow and sigh in contentment as I slowly drift back to sleep. Probably my sleep was not that long since I got disturb by a noise.
"TSUNAYUKI SAWADA WHO GOT 15 IN MATH!" the voice said.
"HIEEEEE!" I shriek sitting up and saw mama glaring at my door.
"Tsu-chan! Do you know what day is today?" mama ask.
"It's Saturday?" I answer reluctantly
"And?"
"And no classes?" again I have no clue why mom is so angry about.
"Yes, and? What else?" again she ask. Seriously mom?
"….." I kept a blank face trying to figure out what my mom's talking about.
"For the love of god tsu-chan! Today is that day hurry up or we will be late." Mama said and leave shutting my door,
I think for a minute before shrieking my famous 'HIEEE' as I practically run towards the bathroom. After a few good minute of bath, I wore my school uniform.
Hello there, my name is Tsunayuki Sawada, 14 years old, you can just call me Tsuna. Today we are going to Natsu's piano , Natsu is my younger brother. My mom is Nana Sawada, she is a piano teacher, it seems Natsu got his talent from mama. My father Is Iemitsu Sawada, he is the advisor of Vongola Inc. which is my grandfather owns.
"Where is it now?" *looking for her bag*
"Tsu-chan! Hurry up or will leave without you" avoice –which belongs to my mom- shouted.
'yes please' that's what I wanted to say but can't bring myself to hurt mama.
"I'm coming!" I yelled as I grabbed my bag, not noticing I forgot my phone. I rush up down stair only to trip and fell face on the floor.
"Maah~ one-chan, hurry up" A voice –which belong to my talented brother- told me.
"Itte.." I cried out in pain.
"Maaah~ Tsu-chan are you alright?" mom ask.
"Yes I am." I said standing up, dusting my skirt.
"Maah~ of all the dressed you have why school uniform?" complained Natsu.
"Eeh? Because I don't want to stand up haha, it's your day remember" I said as we rushed up outside to find my father standing outside the car looking at his watch.
"Time for you guys to show up" papa said as he open doors for mama then open the door at the back sit.
"Well~ Tsu-chan sure moves like a turtle" said mama with a giggle.
I roll my eyes. Papa starts driving as he converse with mama –god knows what their talking about- I look to Natsu as he moves his finger on a notepad that lies on a table inside the car –where did that go?- I sigh. If only I have a talent like her. If only…
Sighing again, I look up at the sky. It's so pretty with the clouds dancing freely. Every day I wished that somehow I could be as talented as my brother. But lady luck seems to have problems with me. Not only that I don't have talent, but also I'm clumsy and just average. I am dame-Tsuna after all.
I wonder what would my life if I have a talent. Mama, not that she's very talented at piano but also she's very excellent in cooking. While my father excels in physical strength, intelligent and he also excels in painting. None of those talent's I even acquired. I always feel like I'm out of this family.
But really? It's so unfair! Natsu who is only 4 years younger than me excels on his specialty while me, I'm stuck doing nothing but fantasizing that I have my talent. Even though I envy them so much I still love them. Of course they are my family after all
After the 20 minute drive, papa stops the car and drops us down on the Midoku Theater.
"I'll be going to park the car, give me a minute" papa said and drives out on the parking area. I look at mama, whose tapping her foot impatiently. Seriously mama? Just wait will yah?
Just as papa said after a minute, he meet us in front of the theater smiling sheepishly at mama who is practically glaring daggers at him. My, they will fight without letting Natsu play.
"Mama, papa. Come on, today is natsu's day right? Let's get inside there is surely a huge line waiting for us nee." I finally broke their glaring –more like to mama- contest as we proceed inside.
I stare up in awe. There is surely large number of people here. Papa and I found a seat in the third row of the theater. I wish Natsu will won. Nope definitely he will.
After few minutes, a lady wearing a yellow tight skirt that ends above her knee and a matching yellow coat walk up on the stage holding up a mike and a folder.
"Good morning everyone, I am Ayaka Tanaka (random name) and I will be your host for today. This day we will present you the new Midoku Piano Winner." She speaks as the crowd cheers.
She clears her throat.
"Our first contestant is Aira Amano playing Wolfgang's Piano Sonata" announced the host as a girl with blonde hair came out. The melody was nice but there's no way my brother's gonna lose. The crowd claps as the girl ends her sonata.
"Thank you miss Aira now next is….."
After calling and clapping and thanking some random contestant the host- miss Ayaka call out for what we are waiting for.
"Our next contestant is Sawada Natsuyoshi playing Beethoven's Moonlight Sonata" the crowd claps as my brother came out of the stage and sits in front of the piano. After a second he's still not playing. I notice that his hands are trembling in nervousness.
I stood up and shouts a bit for him to hear
"Mouu~ Play already and bring home the trophy our next Midoku Piano Champion" i said and to my surprise he stops trembling. I sighed and smile and didn't notice papa's smile for me.
"Are you ready?" miss ayaka ask and natsuyoshi finally nods.
He place gracefully hitting every notes perfectly, it seems that he is destined to play in huge stages.
I walk down to see Natsu holding his trophy as photographers taking photos of him. Next was mama standing next to him as they drag papa. A sad smile plaster my face. I envy him so much. My heart squeeze in pain as I decided to take a walk.
After walking, I found a lake with small crowd only. I walk on the railing where there is an empty space.
I search for my phone but I can't find it. Sighing I bring out my mp3 player and wear my earphones. I try to find the melody but its hard so, after few minutes of searching I found the certain melody I need and starts singing, Imagining that this lake is my stage.
"Kodoku ga hoho o nurasu nurasu kedo
Yoake no kehai ga shizuka ni michite
Watashi o sora e maneku yo
Kibou ga kanata de matteru sou da yo iku yo
I close my eyes and take a deep breath.
Mayoinagara mo kimi o sagasu tabi
Surechigau ishiki te ga fureta yo ne
Tsukamaeru yo shikkari
Motomeau kokoro sore wa yume no Akashi
I open my eyes determined as I reach up for the sky.
Tagai o uketomeru tabi ni hikareteku
Kanashii hibi wa mou iranai
Tagai o uketomete ikiru yorokobi ni
Kitto kitto futari mezameru yo
I place both my hands in the middle of my chest.
Umareta ai wa yasashii hane no oto
Kizutsuketakunai demo hanasanai
Tsukamaete yo nando mo
Meguriau sadame yume de toki o watare
Reaching up again the sky, I smile fondly as birds flew up high.
Itami ni hikisakare mune wa kimi o yobu
Utsuro na hibi wa mou iranai
Itami ni hikisakare ikiru yorokobi o
Kitto kitto futari tashikameru
I sang in sad tone as I remember my family I can't help but close my eyes.
Kodoku ga hoho o nurasu nurasu kedo
Yoake no kehai ga shizuka ni michite
Watashi o sora e maneku yo
Kibou ga kanata de matteru matteru hazu sa
Lowering my voice and hit a note, I open my eyes determination burning in them.
Tagai o uketomeru tabi ni hikareteku
Kanashii hibi wa mou iranai
Tagai o uketomete ikiru yorokobi ni
Kitto kitto atsuku
I sang in a soft voice as I hit the 'atsuku' a little higher.
Itami ni hikisakare mune wa kimi o yobu
Utsuro na hibi wa mou iranai
Itami ni hikisakare ikiru yorokobi o
Kitto kitto atsuku kitto kitto futari te ni ireru
The fierce in my voice came back as a bird settle down on the ground titling it's head on me.
Kodoku ga nagaredasu hoho e to
I smiled at the bird as I sing in a soft voice as if talking to it.
Mayoinagara mo kimi o mitsuketa yo…"
Then my voice softens as it turns sad because the bird fly away, seeing it free and soaring up the sky made my heart clench in a painful way.
I sighed and turn of the music and hear a clapping sound. Wait? I didn't sing that loud right?
*clap* *clap* *clap*
I robotically turn at the person whose clapping, he wore a black suit, sitting on a bench with his legs cross, I can't see his facial expression as he wears a fedora that covers his face well. I stood in frozen.
"Fantastic singing back there" he looks at me with those black sharp eyes, smirking at me. I can feel my face heat up at the sudden compliment. Never in my life I've been complimented.
"Say, what's your name young lady?" the fedora wearing man ask me, curiosity laced on his voice.
"Isn't it rude to ask for someone's name sir?" I asked tilting my head in the process.
"Ah! You can call me reborn" he offers me a smile.
"Tsunayuki Sawada, you can call me Tsuna or Yuki whichever you want" I said.
"You really have a dazzling voice, why don't you enroll in Namimori Art School?" I felt my face heats up again, this is the first time I got two compliments in a day.
"it'll be a lose not to sharpen your talent" he says
"Talent? Are you sure sir reborn? I'm dame-tsuna after all, I mean. Me? Talent? Impossible" I said laughing nervously.
"drop the Sir, just call me reborn. And are you doubting yourself? I heard it myself that you sing very well, still my offer stands. You can accept it or not" he said
"Did you made the song?" he ask all of the sudden and I only give him a nod.
"What inspire you to make the song"
"Well, I was the talentless in my family, it also about first love, cause I fell in love in singing but I always feel that someone will be beside me, and it's about chasing dreams" I smiled.
"I see" silence filled us.
"Here's my email and contact, just notify me if you're interested so I can arrange your stay immediately." He said and wave his hand as cue of his retreating back.
I found mama, papa and Natsu. We are currently driving to our house, I'm still thinking about what Si-Reborn told me. Is it possible that I have a talent? Determination burned in my eyes.
"Onee-chan?" Natsu said. I sense that he was bother or want to say something to me. I hummed letting him know I heard him.
"i… thank you back then… papa said you shouted for me, so I can relax and play" he said, blushing from his embarrassment, I pat his head and smile.
"Congratulation otouto"
AT home~
We are currently sitting on the living room, I told them that I want to tell them something so yeah. Here we are.
"Mama, papa I want to transfer" I said out of nowhere
3….
2….
1….
"WHATTT!" yelled mom and dad in the same time, I flinched at the loudness.
"But tsu-chan! You can't how about your friends?" mama said.
"Explain yourself Tsunayuki" said papa voice laced with irritation and anger.
Gulping I start explaining.
"Well, you see, a man named Reborn told me that I have a very good voice since he heard me singing when I walk on the lake, he said I can transfer to Namimori Art School if I wanted to…"
"You've been just complimented twice this day, don't get it on your head will yah?" papa said as he flick his fingers on my forehead. I rubbed my aching forehead glaring at him.
mama sat beside papa with a lap top with her.
"Hmmmm. It's a beautiful school, seems for rich people" mama said as she continue to scroll down.
"But tsu-chan! You can't transfer school! You can't live alone seeing your clumsy and all" said papa as he reasoned out dramatically. Really papa? No need to point it out will yah!
"They have a boarding house…" I said.
"NO! NO! CERTAINLY NO!" papa said making his arms in a "X" motion.
"I can't live my cute little tuna live alone! NO! you will not transfer! And that's final" papa said.
Now I'm in the verge where my tears threaten to fall down.
Why couldn't they accept that I have a talent? I'm used living like an alien of this family, like, I'm not part of them so how could they denied it from me?
"Tsu-chan…" mama said as my tears flows down on my face.
"BUT I WANT TO BE AN IDOL!" I screamed at their faces.
Mama sit beside me rubbing her cheeks on my head as her head keeps rubbing my head in a comforting way. As of now I'm crying, mama is comforting, I'm so happy.
"I'm so glad that you finally found your dream tsu-chan." Mama said and smile
"I always have the feeling of regret that I focused on Natsu more, and letting you feel left out" she continues
Flashback Third POV
Nana carries Natsu, and sits him down next to the driver seats and put his seatbelt.
"Tsu-chan, be good and guard the house okay? We'll be home at 5, I left something for you to eat okay?" Nana said and sits on the passenger seats.
"Ma-" Tsuna was about to bid them goodbye when Nana suddenly curse.
"Dammit I'm late" she said looking at her wrist –on her clock- as she puts her sit belt and starts the engine.
Tsuna wave her hand goodbye only noticing that nana seems that she didn't notice her bid.
Nana fix the mirror inside the car and got the glimpse of Tsuna retrieving her hand and a rejected and pained expression mask her face.
Nana bite her lower lip, guilt eating her away.
'I'll make it up to you someday tsu-chan'
End~
I cried more. Mama notice me, I always thought he didn't notice me.
"So tsu-chan, go and chase your dream" mama offers me a smile. I look at her surprise at her declaration as I beamed in happiness hugging my mom.
"But, but— it'll be expensive for you to live alone my dear tuna and…" papa said rejecting the idea of her only daughter moving out.
Mama sighs and we hear things being scattered as mama came back holding a golf club and points it at papa.
"If you have money to spend on your golfing hobbies why can't you let our daughter now that she found her dream!" mama's facial expression darkens and turns to me.
"Go on and pack tsu-chan" mama nodded to me as I rushed up to my room.
"But nana!" papa whined and probably mama whacked him.
Later that night
I'm done packing my things and I'm ready for the night. I can't believe they agree on me following my dream. I'm very happy.
I sit down in front of my table and open my lap top. I hold the piece of paper Reborn gave me, I typed his contact at my phone and get to my lap tap to e-mail him.
To: Reborn
Subject: Offer.
Hello Reborn! It's me Tsuna, the one you met today ugh.. at the lake? Yeah. Well about your offer, I told my parents about transferring and they agreed. It seems I can follow my dreams now ee? Heh, anyways, thank you for meeting me, I can't wait.
-Tsunayuki Sawada
E-MAIL SENT…..
I sighed and smile, closing my lap top, I practically jump at my bed as I lay down.
Looking up at the ceiling, I raise my hand –open palm then closing it- grinning like a maniac. I'm going to be an idol.
For the first time in my life, I sleep with a happy real smile plastered on my face.
Tsuzuku(To be continue…)
AN: that went well, *sighs* that took up a lot of my strength haha. Anyways. The song is from Kyoukai no Kanata. It's the opening song titled 'kyoukai no Kanata' sand by Chihara Minori.
Please give me a review please? Thank you! Until then
This is the English lyrics of the song:
My cheeks are wet, are wet with my loneliness
But I'll be quietly filled with signs of dawn
and they invite me to the sky
Hope is waiting beyond here, that's right— So let's go
Even while I'm lost, I go on a journey to find you
My hands felt how our senses differ
I'll catch you and hold you tight
The way our hearts seek one another is the proof of my dream
Every time when we accept each other, I become more attracted to you
I don't want to have sad days anymore
The act of accepting each other turns into the joy of living
And surely, surely, the two of us will awaken
The newborn love has the tender sound of wings
I don't want to hurt it, but I can't leave it be
So catch me again and again
We're fated to meet, crossing through time in our dreams
Torn apart by pain, my heart calls out for you
I don't want to have empty days anymore
The joy of living is torn apart by pain
But surely, surely, the two of us will ascertain it
My cheeks are wet, are wet with my loneliness
But I'll be quietly filled with signs of dawn
and they invite me to the sky
Hope is waiting beyond here, it should be waiting there
Every time when we accept each other, I become more attracted to you
I don't want to have sad days anymore
Accepting each other, surely, surely
I'll become passionate about the joy of living
Torn apart by pain, my heart calls out for you
I don't want to have empty days anymore
The joy of living is torn apart by pain
But surely, surely, I'll become passionate about it, and surely, surely, the two of us will gain it
My loneliness spills out onto my cheeks
Even while I'm lost, I found you…