In The Coffin .
This is my first fanfiction so go easy on me .
Disclaimer.I don't own Darren Shan .
I remember when I was only seven .We were all talking about what songs we wanted at our funeral .I laughed so hard .I said it would never happen .Secretly ,I wanted Adams Song by Blink 182 .Anyone who really knew me would know that .But my mother put on In The End by Linkin Park .It was my second fave song ,but it wasn't the same .As soon as they buried me ,I startedthinking ,going over it word by word ,but I could only get it in fragments . .
I never thought , I'd die alone ,
I laughed the loudest , who'd have know ?
I stopped concentrating on that .It would make me cry and waste the precious few hours of oxygen I had left .Instead I thought ahead ,to that terrible night not so long ago ,when I made the deal .
I took my time , I hurried up ,
The choice was mine , I didn't think enough ,
Something , Something ,
You'll be sorry when I'm gone .
No .Everything I could think of would bring up painful memories .I thought back .what if I'd let Steve die ?What's a little guilt compared to leaving...No !I couldn't say that .I would have hated myself .
I never conquered ,rarely came,
Tomorrow held such better days ,
Mr Crepsley is up there .I must have been thinking for hours .He's digging .Soon I'll be free to enjoy my extra long life.
Days when I still feel alive ,
I can hear him now ,digging the last few inches to my burial chamber .
I couldn't wait to get outside .
