B POV
"Why don't you come for a walk with me" he said and I should have known not to go that only bad would come out of this but I went anyways because I loved him. Because I would have done whatever he wanted to make him happy. And then there he was telling me that he didn't want me, that he was moving away and breaking my heart. I was sure he could see it in my eyes but still he said it "Bella I don't want you to come with me" and I broke. At that moment as he said those very words something inside me snapped. And all of a sudden I didn't care what made him happy because he didn't care that he was breaking my heart. I didn't care about being nice or considerate of anyone because he didn't care that he was being unbelievably cold. And all in that moment I became confident and cruel it was like I had all the power in the world and I hated everyone. And then he said "But promise me something" and instead of saying "Anything" like the old nice Bella would have I said "Why should I?" and with those words I took a step forwards. I pushed him against a tree because he was too shocked to fight me. And I said "Edward, every single moment of the time I've been with you I always felt beneath you, like I just wasn't worth anything, you made me feel like that." "You made me feel miserable and sad and angry and frustrated and I thought that all that was worth it because the moments of bliss were wonderful although seldom, but now I see that it just wasn't worth it, isn't worth it so if you want to leave and take your family with you fine go." "Because honestly these days I just don't care, and anyways I'm sure Mike Newton will be absolutely ecstatic." And as I finished saying those words I gave him and evil yet incredibly seductive smile. And I saw all the hurt and pain in his eyes and I thought that the look in his eyes must have just moments ago been in mine but in all the hurt that I was feeling at that time I reacted by hurting back like emotional self defense, human instinct. So I looked deep into his eyes as my defenses came down and I came back into myself. I reached up and laid my hand on his cheek gently and he closed his eyes no doubt relishing the warmth. "I love you Edward" I said "Just don't ever hurt me again." "Never" he said "I promise I won't leave just please never scare me like that again." "Ok" I said. And I pulled his face down to mine and went up on my tiptoes and kissed him. And he kissed me back he put his arms around my waist and pulled me closer. He picked me up without stopping and carried me to my room where he laid me down. And where I later after getting questioned for my kissing swollen lips by Charlie fell asleep in Edwards arms.
