Prim won't stop dancing in my head. I will never be able to live my life without knowing where she is and if she is happy. The only way to know is to write her letters and hope to receive a reply...
Letter One September, IV, MMX
My little Primrose,
I don't know what to do without you. The day you died replays in my nightmares, more vivid and intense than you could ever imagine. My own little sister, being blown to pieces because of me, the quilt will never end.
Let me catch you up on what has happened since you left. Snow and Coin are finally dead and we have all been moved back to District 12. Mother has stayed in the capitol as a nurse, it is hard being away from her but all that matters is that she is happy and helping all of the people wounded during the rebellion. Gale is stuck in District 2 working in a factory. The weird thing is... i don't miss him too much. Peeta has most of his memory back and is living happily in love with me. Yes, Peeta and I are actually in love. I never thought I could love someone so much! We are happily in love... but he refuses to drop the subject of marriage! Prim, I don't think I can do it. It just doesn't seem right to me.
I have tried asking mom for some advice and of course she doesn't see a wrong in it like you would, but, she hasn't been what I have been through, seen what I've seen. Marriage always leads to children which leads to the dreaded enrollment of the Hunger Games. But of course, you know Peeta, he will not give it up until I at least consider it.
I am stuck.
Miss you Prim,
Love,
Katniss