( OH MY GOD! my first fanfic ever! I can't believe I'm actually typing one, ok, enough of my freak out. TheGoldLily gave me permission to use her character in my story, she's the one who gave me the courage to even think about writing this so...SPECIAL THANKS TO HER. I also don't own Saints row or its characters. Here's my characters description. Top: Black tank top covered by a white one shoulder sweater. Pants: Black loose pants with belt suspenders. Boots: Black boots with belts on the ankle and lower knee. Hair: Long poofy hair black hair with purple high lights. Name, Nirvana Lucario. Age: 16. :3 )

" You cannot seriously tell me that you have no love for Paramore " I hiss towards my friend Matt. Yes, I'm talking about that same Matt Miller who runs the very gang known as the Deckers. Me and him both find each other standing in the line outside a movie theater. We both decided to see' Riddick '. Well, he did, I just wanted to escape the drama that constantly went down at the Saints penthouse. When you have a sister that runs the famous gang, the Saints. The word ' quiet ' doesn't really exist.

" I never said I hated paramour just that I don't find their songs. Catchy " He retorts with a smirk while he sticks a hand in his pocket once the line moved up, making us second in line till we hit the ticket booth. I already knew what he was planning on doing. Paying my way in once again.

The line quickly moved up so that it was finally our turn to get tickets but to no surprise Matt already had his money out before I could protest. He always pays for me when we hang out like this. Even on the days when I ask him, Its not like I never offer to pay either. Once he paid for the tickets we entered the theater and headed straight for the snack bar. " you didn't have to pay for my way in " I commented with a hint of guilt in my voice.

" But I did and I seriously don't mind " He said in a calming voice, his gentle hand placing its self on my shoulder while he gave me a reassuring smile. " Anything for a friend, lets hurry up and get our snacks and drinks "

" y-yea..." I a quietly responded under my breath once up Matt returned his attention to the menu above the counter to see the choices available. I couldn't help but think about what he said, ' Anything for a friend 'What if I wanted this to be more than just a friend type relationship? Would that be too much to ask?

" Alice, want some skittles? " I hear Matt cut in through my thoughts, snapping me back into reality.

" w-what? oh yea but im paying this time " I said with a smile while I pulled out my credit card. " your total is thirty-five dollars " Holy shit, thirty-five dollars? Maybe we should've snuck in some food. Hate it when Matt's right.

" you ok? seem kinda out of it lately " The hacker said in a rather concerned voice.

" Just things been crazy back at the penthouse " I sigh, picking up my bag of skittles from the counter while matt did the same with his treats. " Lily's been struggling with keeping S.T.A.G in check along with taking care of her kids. "

" Ouch, well just remember that if you ever need some place to stay then let me know " Matt says as he gives my shoulder a small nudge with his own. A playful smile formed on his lips that always seemed to cheer me up. Something I seem to need a lot more now.

The movie went well to be honest. I may have jumped a few times and latched on to Matt's shoulder but I don't think he minded since he let out a chuckle with a few laughs mixed in. But all I know is that I felt like all the drama that I was faced with just vanished and it was only me and matt, Only if it could stay that way. Once the movie came to an end we left the theater and headed out to Matt's black and neon blue temptress. Makes me wonder why I haven't gone down and got my own drivers license. No, seriously, I'm sixteen and don't have a car yet.

" Remind me to never bring you to a movie like that " Matt says in an amused ton while he opens the driver's door and climbs in. Putting the keys in the ignition and starting up the car. The radio turning on the song ' Promises ' by Nero.

" I didn't freak out too much! jerk " I respond with a simple shrug, a smirk on my lips. I open up the passenger door and climb into my seat, shutting the car door. This song always made my adrenalin go up, Might as well call me a music freak.

" Jerk? just because you said that this jerk might change his mind about giving you a rid home " The hacker tried to hold a serious ton along with the look but failed once I lit up in a series of laughs. There was never a serious moment with him and if there was it only lasted a few seconds. "

" just hurry up, I have to be home in fifteen minutes " I gasped out from a shortness of breath thanks my sudden laughing fest. Matt soon drove out of parking lot and on to the highway. Rolling his eyes with a chuckle.

" Alice, does Lily know about us hanging out today? " And there was the question I hoped he wouldn't ask but I guess luck wasn't on my side. I didn't know how to really respond because I didn't have an answer prepared. His voice was low with a seriousness added into it. I wanted to break out in laughter like earlier but i couldn't. not this time.

" Matt...You have to understand, I can't tell her. She's already over protective and isn't a big fan of you. " I stammer out while I kept my gaze pointed out the car window so I could avoid whatever emotion he was showing. While on the inside I felt my heart shatter. Followed by a wave of pure guilt, Did I even make the right choice by not telling him? What if he decides to drop our friendship all together.

" Good " Once those words left his mouth I slowly turn to face him to see that same heart warming smile on his face. Before I knew it I was smiling right along with him. " I don't want our friendship to end because of what your sister says, no matter what. " Taking one hand away from the stirring wheel he brings his thumb gliding gentle across my cheek. Wiping away a rogue tear.

I felt my face heat up and my heart race increase when he pulled his hand back to the stirring wheel. ' friendship ' Maybe I do want something more than I simple friendship. Would I be Lying to myself if I didn't?

( i know its short but i spent at least five hours or more on this XD! If you guys like then leave a review. I'll be posting new chapters every Friday, see, I got a date x3 SPECIAL THANKS to TheGoldLily for beta checking over my work as well as helping me with describing. Make sure to check out her amazing stories! )