A LITTLE BIT-OK-ALOT OF EMO PAIN AND INNER TORMENT...

AND THIS IS BOYXBOY SO DONT READ IF YOUR AN ASSHOLE.

I DONT OWN BLEACH OR ANY OF THE GOD DAMN CHARICTERS.

THATS TITE KUBOS JOB NOT MINE THANK YOU NOW HE CANT SUE ME!

ichigo layed in his bed having yet another sleepless night of torment.

thinking of what pain he had wrought.

..of when ulquiorra reached for him...not oriheme mind you.

he was behind oriheme when ulquiorra whispered ichigos name.

"why...did i lose to the man...i had grown..accoustomed...too..."he whispered.

behind orihime ichigo reached for him from the ground.

...but orihime destroyed the hand of the arrancar before he could respond...

...thinking with her stupid head that ulquiorra loved her...

...but no...he loved the man who had killed him...

ichigo sat up in his bed.

his heart empty.

and his soul destroyed.

yes at the time he had hated the arrancar with a now it was unbareable pain that he lothed.

once ulquiorra had kissed him out of the heat of battle.

knowing full well what things would come of that.

ichigos confused rage-the unstopable force of hurt and fear had killed the man who loved him

...and whom he loved...now when it was to late.a year after...a year too late...

lady mirichio was omegai was dead yet he could not feel happy.

he was in pain.

"your soooo weak!" ichigo heard his inner hollow say

.he did not fight back.

hichigo looked at him pussled..

"king...stop the rain and zongetsu will drown for certain..."hichigo said.

coughing as the waves engulped him.

"GOOD!IF YOU DIE IT WOULD BE A BLESSING TO BE RID OF YOU!"ichigo screamed as the rain came down.

"OLD MAN!NOOOOOO!"hichigo screamed as he saw zongetsu swept under the current.

hichigo dove after the man as he sank deeper and up with the dieing man in his arms...

"zongetsu...dont die please.."hichigo begged

...his black eyes filled with pain.

"i will not die boy...i assure you that.."zongetsu said.

then he coughed up blood.