The Naruto chars aren't mine... wish they were çç This story came out more depressing than I first thought. Listening to 3 doors down does that to me. Leave a rewiev if you want.

Sayonara

Hm? What are you doing?

Why are you standing there, looking at me?

Go away! Go! I don't need any of your pity. Or help.

Why, you ask? It's simple. I'm giving up. Yes, you heard me well. I give up. You won, you won't have to be bothered by my presence anymore.

Ando don't look at me like that. It's not as if you care. You never did before.

No! Don't you dare come over here! Why won't you people leave me alone? You never had problems in doing that previously. Tsk! Stupid tears… I wonder… why don't they stop? Do you know… maybe? Can you tell me why it hurts?

I should be laughing, giddy with happiness 'cause this shit that is my life is finally ending. Yet, it hurts.

Why? Why even now must I know pain? And didn't I tell you all to stop gawking and fuck off already? Stop wasting your time. I'm dying, whether you stay or not. It doesn't matter anyway.

And don't you give me that look! I told you I don't want your pity! And yes, it's too late to stop this, no, I won't change my mind. Even if I wanted to, it's too late now. One many years too late.

You're sitting now. Well, I take you want to stay. Suit yourselves. It's not like I really care, you know?

I wished for someone else to be here tonight. What I am doing was supposed to be his gift, his doing. Alas, I should have know he wouldn't come. He doesn't care, you see.

Yes, I' talking to you. I'm stuck with you after all, am I not? So, I might as well talk.

Yes, yes, I know. Even on death bed I still talk too much. I've always been too loud, too annoying, always too of something.

Never positive, though.

That's why I'm giving up. Well, partly… there's also him. He is my deepest regret. Wish I could see him one last time, you know? Yeah, I'm starting to repeat myself. Just… if you see him… tell him… Who am I kidding? You won't tell him nothing, whether I ask you to or not.

Wow… my head feels so light… I don't even feel cold anymore. That's it then. Thanks for being here. Hm… death is not so bad and highly underrated. Wonder why I didn't do it before. Well, sayonara minna. I'm over. Bye to you too Sasuke.

Wish I could have told you… Aishiteru, koi.