Authors Note: Just something I wrote while listening to "You're Gone (Everybody Knows That)" by Fingertips (you should really listen to the song, it's beautiful).
You should listen to it on youtube. I think if you listen to the song, while reading this, you'll get more the feeling of the fic. Just my thoughts.
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PullMeLikeI'mYourZiper
What had happened with them?
Suddenly he is dead.
She doesn't know why.
She feels like she is forgetting something important; just doesn't know what.
From the years they spent together, all she can remember, mostly a blank in her mind.
Why?
She was sure she loved him deeply. She did.
So… why the blank?
What was with all those blanks to be fulfilled?
What had happened with them?
It hurt so bad to not have an answer.
She is at the edge. The wind blows on her face, as kindly as his features like she remembers them, but she still gets hurt. She is the one hurting herself.
His deep golden eyes,
His auburn hair,
His colors like a gentle autumn.
His touch,
His kiss,
His warmth like an inviting summer.
His kindness,
His smile,
His thoughts to turn his world into a dreamy spring.
Their plans to be together,
Himself slipping under her eyes,
His body like a frozen winter,
Beneath her fingers,
Such a terrible fate.
She dries the tears from her eyes. He on the thoughts of her mind, his name on her lips, the promise he made her on the first day still locked on her heart.
He is still stubborn on her whole self existence.
She knows she can bring him to life with her thoughts.
She does it.
She can feel like he is there.
She feels he is there.
Now, he will do what he promised.
He will.
He reaches his hand to her.
She has now holds his hands.
He embraces her, softly caressing her.
She leans only to feel the wind.
And now, finally, thanks to him, she can be released.
And all she can recall on her last moment
Beneath her fingers
Such a terrible fate