A/U: Rant

SORRY GUYS THIS IS GOING TO BE A LONG RANT.

Hey guys it's Kaida, I am very excited to be writing this story. As you may know I have a perfectly healthy obsession NaruSasu. Ok that may or may not be true, but I have a sudden hunger for NaruSasu high school fics, or even M-preg fics. Yes I do read a lot of NaruSasu, but you know it feels when you favorite fan fiction never update; you just want to go to their house and force them to write, and I get that they are busy but I just love their writing so much. They know who they are. But anyways moving on, I try to look for NaruSasu fics that are actually good, but some of them have too many flaws to ignore, and not what I crave for at all. I really,really angst fics, so much that it is what I mostly read. Another thing I really hate about some sns fics is that they either make Sasuke shorter than Naruto and really weak or vice versa. There is only a few NaruSasu fics that I actually like, but one of them ended like in 2010, and I'm pretty sure the author is not going to be continuing it any time soon, anyways it's not like I would be able to find it. If any of you guys, know any good angst-ty NaruSasu, don't hesitate to spill. Love you xoxo Kai.

Anyways, on with the story…..

Third (Pov)

Sasuke was tired; tired of everything. Tired of hiding, tired of pretending, tired of lying; to himself and to others. He was sick, he was, disgustingly so. He did not know what to do, he didn't know what to do about such illness; and to add to that he heard it was incurable. But he couldn't, he couldn't bring such an illness to break apart the last bit of security he had left. The more he thought about the more his throat clogged up, until he felt like he couldn't breathe. He hated it, he hated it. The way he felt; he hated it so much until he couldn't feel anymore. He denied it access to his brain, but it won, more often than not. He hated that he couldn't even control his own emotions. He hated it, he hated it, and he hate himself.

Sometimes he just couldn't take it anymore so he'd lock himself in his room, whenever possible, just so he didn't do anything stupid.

"Man, you look horrible." He heard Naruto muttered. He knew, Naruto didn't have to say it, he already knew. He couldn't sleep, all he could think about is how to stop feeling like this, how to stop feeling this.

"Sasuke," Naruto whispered, like he could read his mind. "Naruto, could you leave for a little while, I want to be alone." He wanted to say, but the words got caught in his throat.

God, he hated this, he really hated this. He didn't want Naruto here; he didn't want anyone here. His black turtle neck started to feel itchy, and his black jeans were uncomfortable, he wanted out; he wanted out. He didn't want to be here, he didn't want to be here. "Naruto," his voice came out as a weak whisper and he hated that it did. Why did he have to be like this, why him.

"You have been acting strange are you ok…?" Naruto whispered. Sasuke felt blue eyes baring into his back, he turned around and saw Naruto laying on his bed, staring through him, his feet slightly dangling of the bed and his arms behind his head. Sasuke was in the bathroom connected to his room, pale fingers tightly grip the ends of the flat square shape sink; his body turned slightly so he can see the other blond boy, who by the way was wearing shoes, on his bed. "You know Naruto, you don't have to be here if you don't want to." He answered honestly. He looked back at the mirror, and saw his hideously pale face, that Naruto seems to be always commenting on; which, by the way only make him feel worse about it. "You look paler than usual, so I'm staying." See he did it again. "I'm fine." He answered Naruto's earlier question.

"Sure you are." Naruto muttered sarcastically. Sasuke frowned, 'did he know?'

"I feel like you're hiding something. What is it, what's wrong with you?" Naruto looked worried. Naruto is worried? Worried, why? About me? Worried about me? What? Sasuke looked back at the mirror, fully facing forward now. "Don't worry."

"Why not?! Huh? Why shouldn't I, you're my best bro, man." Naruto ended that last part calmly. Sasuke blushed.

'Blushed? Damn that's new.' Naruto thought.

"Yeah," Sasuke rolled his eyes, "Because I'm the only one who can stand you for long periods of time."

"Eh," Naruto protested, "that's so not true, but anyways wanna play black ops 2?"

Sasuke nodded and walked out of the bathroom and followed Naruto into the living room without a glance backwards. '

Naruto rambled on about how he would be the first one to get black ops 3 and is ready any time to pre-order it. He is very into games like those, so he always save up a ton of money, and always hear about before anyone else in their group. Sasuke in the other hand, couldn't care less about the games, he enjoy playing them sure but he doesn't go all out like Naruto does. Plus this not even his game it's Naruto's. He always have two copies of a game, that's how much he comes to Sasuke's house. Anyway, Sasuke would rather read a good book online, and sip on hot tomato soup.

When he zoned back Naruto was slightly leaning back on the couch, his blue cobalt eyes focused on the large flat TV screen, his plump red lips pressed into a thin line. "I had a dream last night." Naruto said without looking at Sasuke. "What was it about?" Sasuke asked, letting his curiosity speak. "You." Naruto answered in one word, which made Sasuke's heart beat so fast in his chest, he felt like it was going to explode. He looked at Naruto with wide eyes, "what else?" He didn't let his sudden rush of nervousness show in his voice. "Me, chasing after you, but I can never seem to catch you." Sasuke's eyes lower to the ground. "Would you?" Naruto turned to him, his fingers still moving on the controller tapping random buttons. "What?" He questioned, voicing his curiosity. "Chase after me?" Sasuke finished. "Hell yeah!" Naruto exclaimed.

"Even if I didn't want you to." Sasuke inquired farther. "You always want me to." Naruto smirked. Naruto turned back to the game, still wearing that stupid smirk on his face. Sasuke slightly push Naruto. "Like I would." But he had that smile on his face. He know he totally would.