No more tears
Prologue
I was tired. It had been another long day at work. The only thing I hated about living in Sanford was the summers. It was hot and humid. I climbed out of the car and opened the door. The thermostat on the wall was reading 80. Great, it was going to take a while to cool off the house. I ordered a pizza. I decided to go jump in the shower to help cool off. Dinner could wait. I walked to the bathroom and immediately decided that a bubble bath was in order. My thoughts turned to Forks as I slid into the bathtub. I wondered how Charlie was doing. I wondered if Angela was still in Forks. I wondered how the pack was doing. As soon as I thought of the pack, my thoughts turned to him. Always him. My moon, my Jacob. How I missed the moon. oHH I felt the tears start to fall as I broke down. I slid out of the tub, and turned on the CD player. The radio blared a sad love song as I crawled back into the tub. Great. I was already in the tub when it came on. I started sobbing again. I was lonely, and ashamed of myself. I had left Forks for the wrong reasons. I could have gone to Peninsula. I could have stayed. I should have stayed. I chose to run instead. I ran away from all the memories that Forks held for Edward and I. Most of all, I ran from Jacob. I was terrified of what he represented and terrified of how much he loved me and how effortless everything was. I was just getting dressed when I heard a knock at the door. "Come on in," I yelled. "Money's on the table by the door. Leave the pizza there." I wandered out of the bathroom expecting to only find a pizza, when I saw him standing there. Jacob was standing there with my pizza in his hand.
Then everything faded to black.