Valentine Confusion:
What is love? How does it feel to really love someone? Is it supposed to hurt?
Usagi stared at her English paper for school. What a crazy essay to have to write.
Usagi could believe her teacher they were asked to write a paper on love. What you thought love was and its effect on the world. Well what could she say…hum… Her love with Mamochan was differnt then other human love. They were soul mates they have died for each other.
Yes it has hurt at times and it was painful a lot but didn't mean they love each other any less did it? Oh why did she have to write a paper on this? When Mamochan had just come back and they were trying to glue their relationship back together.
What to glue back right at least that what she thought but Mamochan said they should take things slow and get to know each other again. To get their relationship back to the way it was before he left. What did he mean exactly did he not think I was the same person or my love for him had died? No I love him just the same and maybe I have change some I am more into my studies and I act more adult like but what's wrong with that wouldn't he want that?
"This is stupid "she thought, this was getting her no where at least they had a week to write it and turn it in on Valentine's Day. All she thought about was their relationship now not how it was. She was not happy with it now and it didn't help that her friends were less then encouraging about the situation. She even heard the girls talking about it behind her back.
Flashback (two weeks after Galaxia battle)
She just needs time said Minako
How much time you think he will wait huh till 30th century when they have to rule said Rei
It's not her fault he wasn't here and her feelings change. Said Ami
Well it's not his either he was killed for goodness sakes. They are supposed to be soul mates feelings are not supposed to change. Said Rei
They are soul mates Rei you can't argue about that you know it's true I feel the bond between them. It's still there. I just don't know what happen ok but everything will go back to normal he just has to patient and take things slow with her. I know it. He will and they will both be happy again. You'll see Rei have a little faith. Said Minako
Usagi stood there outside the door frozen still. She couldn't believe her ears did they think she did not love Mamoru? What? How can that be? I never stop loving him where did they get an idea like that? Instead of arguing her case and declaring her love for him she turned and walked away saddened that her friends even had those crazy ideas.
Back to the present
Maybe that's what Mamochan thought? That she didn't love him. But why would he think that? It had been a week since she heard the girls talking at the temple and ever since then she didn't hang around them much. It made her mad that her friends lost faith in her and her love for Mamochan.
So here she was sitting at home on a Friday night working on school work. A few years ago she would have laughed at someone if they told her a few years she would be at home working on school work instead of out with her friends.
Mamochan was at work and she did not feel like seeing the girls. What's the need they keep giving her weird looks. It was too quiet around the house Luna was out somewhere and her family went to visit her aunt in Paris.
She didn't feel like going so they trusted her to stay by herself for the weekend. She didn't mind it's not like she was going to be doing anything anyway. Oh my how did my life turn out this way. Maybe I should get out take a walk to clear my head so I can write this paper.
With that Usagi grab her coat and purse and headed outside for some fresh air. She started down the side walk.
Where the heck am I going to go? Usagi thought
Hum maybe to the arcade, the girls said they were going to see a movie so they won't be there. I haven't see Motoki in a while. Hey Yeah I can talk to him, maybe he knows what's up with Mamochan. Yeah he would know they are best friends. With that final thought Usagi starting walking faster into town with a determination to figure out what's going on.