Logan

"James? Are you ok? You haven't hardly said a word all day?" I know that it's a stupid question to ask but I feel like I need to help in some way. Carlos and I have been able to work through our own issues. A few weeks back we took a road trip just for the hell of it, just the two of us. I was really worried about leaving James here all by himself but he managed.

I frown at Carlos before I move from my spot on the bed to the floor where James is sitting, staring at his lap, and prompt him once more, "James?"

I jump slightly in surprise when he snaps his head up to look at me, "Hey, buddy, whatcha thinkin about?" I ask even though I know the answer.

"Oh, just school. You know it starts in about a week and a half?" That's not what you're thinking about James and you know it.

"Yeah, I know." I want so bad to make him tell me who he is thinking about but I can't. Not after I'm part of the reason why that someone is gone. The guilt of that haunts me every single day and I beat myself but for being the part of the reason why the only person James confessed to loving is gone. If only I hadn't been so weak. If only neither of us had been so weak Kendall would still be here.

After a long silence James stands and stretches and I hear his joints popping in protest, "Well, I'm just gonna head out. I gotta go to the store and pick up some more lined paper anyways." He turns to leave.

I jump to my feet just as he is reaching my bedroom door, "James!" I more scream it than say it.

He turns to me with a confused glance, "Yeah?"

I hesitate and shift awkwardly on my feet, "Um," I drop my gaze to the floor, "If you need someone to talk to, you know that me and Carlos are always here for you."

I look up at him now to see him just nod and shoot each of us the most pathetic smile I have seen in a long time. James had, or seemed to have, gotten better after a month of Kendall being gone but now that Kendall was going to be coming back in less than two weeks James hadn't been acting himself again. I know that he is scared and I know that he still loves Kendall. He hadn't even looked at another person since Kendall left.

"Logan?" I look up to see my beautiful boyfriend sitting on the edge of my bed, looking at me worried.

"Yeah, babe?" I ask him in a hushed voice.

"You know everything is going to be alright, don't you?"

I move so that I'm straddling his lap, my knees resting on the mattress on each side of his hips, my elbows on his shoulders, one hand tangled in his hair, the other falling behind him, and I kiss him gently before answering, "Yeah, I'm just worried that James is going to do something he regrets." I don't have to tell Carlos what I think that something might be. We have talked about it many times before.

"You know that James won't hurt himself." He kisses my lips before he continues, "But if you want we can take pizza to him for dinner tonight, just to check up on him."

I nod, "Yeah that would be good." I receive another kiss that last longer this time and is filled with more passion.

Kendall

I look at the table that rests beside my bed and stare at my phone. It's been taunting me for the past three days. After my mom found out that I had been talking to Logan after I had gotten to Michigan she blocked James, Logan, and Carlos' numbers. A few days ago she called me and said that she unblocked them and that I could talk to them all I want. Yeah, if only they wanted to talk to me.

I'm going back to Minnesota in less than two weeks and I'm flipping out. I'm about to have a fucking panic attack. I stand up and wander over to my full length mirror and stare at my reflection. At first I hated the fact that my mom had sent me here but now looking back it probably was the best thing she could have done. Why do moms always have to be fucking right?

I've put on a good amount of weight. I've filled out nicely. I lift up my shirt and stare at the scars that have long been healed. When I got here I cut more than I ever had. I hated everyone for taking me away from James before I could even get a chance to fix anything. Then they blocked his number so I couldn't even call him and try to talk to him. Ok, I probably would have done it any ways because I'm a huge pussy. That's beside the point!

I turn to my phone when I hear it vibrate on the bed side table signaling that I have a text. I pick it up realizing that it's from Katie and she says, 'Hey mom is about to call. Prepare yourself for this one.' I don't even get a chance to reply to my sister when the house phone begins to ring. Shit. This can't be good.

I sit on my bed fiddling with my phone as I listen to my Aunt Robin answer the phone. They talk for a few minutes about nothing of importance before I hear her coming towards my room. I take a deep breath preparing myself for whatever is about to go down. It must be a big deal with Katie had to warn me about it first.

She knocks gently before she comes into my room and holds the phone out to me as she says, "Hey, kid, you're mom wants to talk to you."

I take it from her with a smile and say a quiet thank you before I hold the phone to my ear. "Hello?" My aunt walks out of the room as the conversation begins.

"Hi, Kendall, how are you sweetie?" Alright, I'm confused. Katie said prepare myself. Mom seems in an ok mood.

"Um. I'm good. What about you?" I can almost taste the hesitance in my voice.

"I'm pretty good. I had a visitor today." A pause. Oh, God. Not good.

When she didn't continue I prompted her gently, "Ok?"

"It was James." My heart stopped. Yes, I think about James a lot but I haven't talked about him out loud since a month or so since I came to Michigan. I had talked about him briefly to my aunt but not in a long time. I certainly haven't talked about him with my mom since I had left.

I tried my best to sound uninterested but on the inside it was like a natural disaster was happening, "Oh, what did he want?" Success!

"Oh, nothing really, he wanted to know if we needed any help since you weren't around." Another pause and I felt my heart drop into my stomach. When my mom spoke again her voice was low and sad, "Kendall, he asked about you. I'm really not sure what went on between you two but you can't stop talking to each other. He needs you Kendall and its killing him not having you around."

I open my mouth to say something, though I have no idea what it is. Thankfully she beats me to it. "You better call that boy Kendall. Before you're ass gets on that plane next week." Click.

I pull the phone away to look at it before it put it back to my ear. I pull it away once again and end the call. "She hung up on me!"

I throw myself back onto my bed and for the first time in a long time I feel numb. James is going to be the death of me. Were best friends, not lovers, or at least that what I keep telling myself. Didn't Romeo and Juliet prove that if you're not supposed to be together it's going to kill you in the end? I think this suicide is just being drawn out in torture.

James

I'm pacing my room after I got home from Kendall's house. What the fuck was I thinking going over there? I told myself that I would have nothing to do with him. I throw my head back and my shoulders fall forward, I just can't stop thinking about him. He has always been there, for everything. How the hell do I think that I'm going to be fine just going on without him? Fuck, I hate myself sometimes.

I jump when I hear the front door open. I stand still and listen carefully for any sign of who it might be.

"Hi, boys, how are ya?" I hear my mom ask and I know right away who it is.

"Good, what about you?" I hear Logan ask.

"Good." My mom replies.

"We brought pizza." Carlos says.

I smile and my stomach growls. I hate it that I'm even hungry when I'm upset. I'm almost just as bad as Carlos and his eating habits. Boy could eat anything and everything. I really do love these two with all my heart. At first I was pissed at Logan for what he did but I got over it when he explained the situation. Carlos and him had been going through a rough patch and when he turned his head he accidently kissed Kendall. He told me that it was just an impulse thing and it would never happen again. He had no feelings for Kendall in that way. I understand that feeling because I had had it with Kendall as well the first time I kissed him at work. I was upset and I felt vulnerable and I'm guessing that is exactly how Logan felt.

"James is in his room. Just don't make a mess with the food, ok boys?" I hear my mom say.

They both reply with an ok as they make their way to my room.

Carlos

I follow Logan down the hall way to James' room. I really hope he is ok. He hasn't been himself lately. Ok, let me fix that. He hasn't been himself since Kendall left. Then a few days ago he got even worse. I think he is flipping out about what is going to happen when Kendall does come back. I'm honestly kind of scared to find out what happens myself but I have to be strong for my friends, even Kendall. I was pissed at him for kissing my Logan but I have long gotten over it. I'm not one to hold a grudge.

Logan opens James' door and we both wander in. I smile when I see James standing there. He actually looks happy to see us. That's good.

"Hey, buddy. Whatcha up to?" I ask him then follow his gaze that he has on the pizza box in my hand. He lunges forward and I turn on my heel to protect the food from him. I grunt as he crashes into my back.

"Damn James. Have you not eaten in a week?" I ask as I turn back around and hand him the box hoping he can control himself.

"Nah, I haven't eaten since 10:30 today." He sits on his bed and opens the box before pulling out a slice of the pizza. I look at the clock next to his bed and realize that it has been a while since he has eaten. It's almost 6:00 now. I grab Logan's hand and I lead him on to James' bed where we sit and both grab our own slices.

After a moment of silence and chewing Logan finally speaks up, "So, James, what did you do after you left my house this morning?"

I didn't miss how James froze before quickly recovering and taking another bite of his food, probably trying to stall from answering the question. I glance at Logan and he is watching James intently and I know that he didn't miss James' slip up either. James swallows before he glances between me and Logan.

He looks down at his lap and takes a deep breath, "Um, I went, uh, to Kendall's." His voice gets quieter with each and every word and I almost missed when he squeaked out Kendall's name.

I was still in shock when Logan began chocking next to me and says, "You went where?!"

James looks down at the pizza before he mumbles out, "Kendall."

I take in a deep breath not really knowing where this is going. I have no idea what to do or say so I take another large mouthful of my pizza hoping that Logan with take care of the situation.

"Ok." Logan pauses, "And how did that go? How was his mom?"

James finally looks up at Logan and says, "She is good. Happy that Kendall is coming home soon. It honestly went good. It was nice seeing her and Katie again."

"Yeah, I haven't been over there in a while." Logan says.

"She had me help her make Kendall's bed." He pauses, "It was torture and kind of nice at the same time. His room still smells like him. I want to see him so bad but after what I did to him I can't bring myself to even text him. I was just pissed at everything when I did that. I was pissed at what happened between you two," He gestures at Logan with the hand that wasn't holding his half gone piece of pizza before he continues, "Then I was pissed that he was leaving me and he didn't even tell me anything about it. I had to find it out from you guys."

I can tell that James is getting pissed just thinking about it and I have no idea what to say to him. All I can do at this point is prepare myself for what is yet to come.

Ok, guys! Here it is! The first chapter of this sequel. It took me so long to write this and I hope it isn't bad. Please let me know what you think and tell me if it's worth to keep going. Thank you Charlie-Rose94 for your suggestion! I took it! And thank you Winterschild11 and isitaloversbtr for your support of the first part of this story! I hope you all enjoy the second part! Let me know what you all think! Please!