Description. 'The pain, the agony, the self-hatred. Are nothing to me. I felt worse many years ago. The day I died on the inside.' Vegeta has suffered immensely and now he has lost the will to live. Tragedy, suicide, Yaoi.
The pain, the agony, the self-hatred. Are nothing to me. I felt worse many years ago. The day I died on the inside. would be lying if I said I cared any more. I live, because Frezia would never let me kill myself. I live because someone wants to torture me for eternity. I live because I am Frezia's bitch. That's what I have been reduced to. The great Saiyin Prince is now, an emotionless whore who wants to die any way possible. This isn't fare. I gave my life, every second of it, ever part of it for my people. I stood proud as their prince. Until that day.
*Flash Back*
He had called me in here, I don't know why. But I smell beer and desire. A tail raps tightly around my throat.
"Vegeta..." He purrs.
"Yes my lord?"
"Do you know what happened to planet Vegeta yesterday?"
There it was, the ugly question I knew would come one day.
"No sire."
"I blew it up."
I knew he would say it, I knew it would hurt, I knew without my race I was nothing but a child, alone and soon to be broken. The smile on his face when he said it. He pulled close to him.
"If you had behaved I wouldn't have. But you could never do what I wanted could you. You had to be the prideful prince. " I wanted to die as he said those very words. That wasn't the only time I wanted to die that night. But it was the worst. The physical pain as he ruthlessly violated my body was nothing compared to the pain he had caused mentally.
*End flashback*
I couldn't do it any more. I needed to die. I gathered my Ki slowly staring at the montain below me, the grassy fields, and the crisp blue water. What a beautiful place to die. I cut the bast threw my heart. Death has finally claimed me.
Poem
Pain and Agony
Please set me free
Only death
Can save me
He ripped me apart
But I didn't care
I lost all I lived for
Including your stare
I died inside
A painful death
But on the outside
I still lived
End my please
However you wish
I stare at the beauty
As I prepare to end my plight
Good Bye to everyone that ever hurt me
This time I will stay gone.