Prologue

Levi came over to the apartment today. He told me he had something to talk to me but here we are sitting on my couch, and he's just staring at the floor. Something is serious wrong with him.

"Love?"

"Hm?" Levi answers.

"What's wrong babe?"

"I…I have to tell you something."

"What is babe?"

"I…It's…not easy to say this.

"Levi…what ever it is, it's okay.I love you. Alright?" I say to him trying to relax his nerves. Sheesh. He really does look like he's about to have a nervous break down. Levi stands up in front of me.

"Eren.." Levi calls my name out gently. My breath hitches. How can he make me feel like this by just saying my name. Levi holds his hand out toward me and I look at it for a minute before taking it. He pulls me close to him holding me tight and I melt into his embrace. I never want this man to let me go.

"I'm sorry Eren…I should have told you sooner."

"Told me what?"

"I." he whispers in my ear. "…I…I came here to end it."

Everything stops. My whole entire world, the man I give my whole heart to repeatedly, the man I gave my fucking soul to. The man I trusted it with my entire life. Every emotion is running to the surface. The sadness, the hurt, the betrayal, the anger. He's hold on me loosens. No, Levi don't…don't let me go.

My eyes are wide looking at him. He kisses me softly on the cheek before he turns around and starts walking away. My body reacts before my mind catches up. I grab a hold of his arm.

"N..no..Levi…no…don't…don't…please don't leave." I begged him. I fell to my knees in front of him holding onto his arm. "Please Levi." I don't want him to leave me.I know he loves me..I know it.

Levi hesitates then pulls his arm from Eren's grasp. "I'm sorry Eren…I…I love my wife." He whispers. The pain the raven is feeling right now is indescribable.

Eren sits there on his knees, watching the only person he loves more than life it's self walk out on him. Heartbreaking sobs leave Eren's mouth.

Levi is on the other side of the door listening to them holding back the loud sob he wants to make as well. The raven wanted nothing more but to run back inside of there and hold him and tell him how much of a lie it is. Levi himself wanted to know how and why it came to this, he didn't want to leave Eren, but he had to.

Just like that the raven walked away. He didn't even look back, the further he got the more he regretted walking away.

Eren he stopped crying. He officially is numb. The thoughts running through his head, were terrible. He wants out of this love, he wants out of this hurt, he wants out of this world right now. Everything hurt, he wanted it to end all of it, because the person he thought loved him just told him he can't love him. The person he was going to change his life for has been lying to him, the whole time. He wanted out, and he wanted out now.

The brunette pulled out his phone and texted Armin, and Mikasa, telling them he loved them so much and goodbye. The next person he texted was the one who just walked out on him.

I love you Levi, even though you don't love me.

Goodbye….

Eren turned his phone off after that and went to his bathroom and got a full bottle of Vicodin. He looked at the bottle carefully. He gripped the top and opened it, pours about 10 of them in his hand.

Levi looks at the message on his phone, with his eyes wide. "What the fuck is the brat talking about goodbye?" Levi's heart is racing. He press the call icon on his phone. "Answer the damn pho-"

"The person you are calling does not have a voicemail set up."

"FUCK!" Levi screams. He makes a u-turn right in the middle of traffic, not giving a fuck about any of the cars. "No no, it wasn't suppose to fucking happen like this…fuck fuck fuck." Levi drives fast back over to Eren's house.

Levi wasn't suppose to end up caring letting alone falling in love with Eren. Eren was not suppose to fall in love either, he knew Levi was married from the jump. Yet they both fell so hard, and so deep. Now Eren lost it, Levi walked out. How did it get to here? Why did it happen? How could they fall so deep to the point neither one of them can climb out?

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