Untouchable Pain
By: bldcvrdkunoichi
Disclaimer: If I owned Naruto I would not be typing this right now and, at this point, I would be on top of Kakashi making out.
Please be kind this is my first fic.
Chapter One
It was not uncommon to go to the Karaoke bar and drink to the mission once it was completed, to either drink to its success or to drink to drown their sorrows. No, it was not uncommon to see people in there who would drink for the loss of their loved ones. Then you had the people who where only there to get drunk and try to impress the ladies to get a date or even a one night stand. Oh yes, there were many people, girls to be exact, that would come in and try to get a date off a hot Jounin. But to tell the truth it was very uncommon to see people just back from devastating missions sing out their loss, so when he saw the girl who had to be no older then twenty go up their with a guy about the same age he was surprised. She was wearing a black spaghetti strap top with her Jounin pants and the customary sandals, while he was just wearing the regular Jounin outfit. Both of them were wearing their forehead protectors showing everyone that they truly are ninja.
He heard that they recently came back on a mission that was successful but cost one of their team mates lives, a close one in fact. But what even surprised him more was the song she had picked. It was Tourniquet by Evanesce.
He noticed that the man with her sat down right behind her as if to give her support. Once the beat picked up he could tell that she didn't really want to be up their. He could tell that she was somehow forced into being up there and singing this song it all was reflected in her eyes.
"I tried to kill the pain,
But only brought more.
So much more
I'm dying,
And I'm pouring, crimson regret, and betrayal."
Her voice reached out into the darkest corners of the bar, bringing everybody to their attention as they watched her. A piercing sweet voice could do that in this bar. One of his old friends came over and sat next to him.
"Bonsowa-ru (1) Kontonashi," he said to the man.
"Bonsowa-ru to you too, Kakashi." Kontonashi replied.
"Beautiful isn't she."
"Who?" he asked, yet knowing that Kontonashi was talking about the beautiful girl singing. She was but he was not about to tell that to his friend.
"I'm dying
Praying,
Bleeding,
Screaming.
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?
My god! My tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
My god! My tourniquet,
Return to me salvation."
"Hitan Mitsukai. The untouchable angel."
"Why would you say that Kontonashi?"
"Because for the longest time she would not speak to anyone, that was until she met Nai."
"But didn't Nai…."
"Do you remember me?
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side?
Will you forgive me?"
"Hai, Nai is no longer with us. It killed her when she saw him dying. You see Kitai up there behind her?"
"Hai."
"He had to drag her back here, because she wanted to stay with Nai."
"I'm dying,
Praying,
Bleeding,
Screaming."
"Well at least she still has family."
"What family do you speak of Kakashi?"
"Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?"
"You mean to tell me that she no family?"
"That is correct."
"My god! My tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
My god! My tourniquet,
Return to me salvation."
"How did they die Kontonashi?"
"Return to me salvation
I want to die!"
"Her family was killed on a mission in the village hidden in stone. No one knows what happened. All we knew was that it killed both her parents and her two brothers and one sister."
"What were their…"
"They were all Jounin, and at the time she was only a genin. You wouldn't have known this because at the time you were off on another mission and by the time you came back, the whole issue was settled as an accident."
"My god! My tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
My god! My tourniquet,
Return to me salvation."
"How could they…"
"The Hokage wanted to pursue the matter further but the people in the village knew nothing. There was no evidence anywhere to be found. Which makes you wonder if she is somehow related to the Uchiha's, but she isn't, I personally traced all their bloodlines myself to see."
"My wounds cry for the grave.
My soul cries, for deliverance.
Will I be denied?
Christ! tourniquet!
My suicide."
Once the song was done she walked off the stage as the man stood up to start singing. Everyone was thunderstruck at how well she could sing, giving her a round of applause and whistles. She even received some cat calls but ignored them as she slowly made her way over to where Kakashi and Kontonashi were sitting.
Kakashi recognized the song that he was singing. It was Chop Suey by System of a Down.
"We're rolling suicide
Regarding her with cool eyes he observed her as she came closer to the table.
"Happy Sensei?" was the only thing that she said as she walked away, but Kontonashi, being the person he is, caught her arm making her turn back to the table.
"Mitsukai come back here I would like you to meet one of my good friends. This is Kakashi. Kakashi I would like you to meet Mitsukai. She has been one of my students for over five years." Mitsukai bowed.
"Sensei, please let go of my arm. I have things I need to do."
"Of course Mitsukai."
"Wake up,
Grab a brush and put a little makeup
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable"
Once he let her go she disappeared into the crowed of people as she headed toward the door.
"You wanted to, I don't think you trust,
Grab a brush and put a little makeup
You wanted to,
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
You wanted to,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table
You wanted to,
In my self righteous suicide,
I, cry when angels deserve to DIE!"
"You know Kakashi, I think that I know why I wanted you to meet her."
You wanted to,
"Wake up,
Grab a brush and put a little makeup
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable
Grab a brush and put a little makeup
You wanted to,
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
You wanted to,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table
You wanted to,"
Once her sensei and his friend started talking she slowly headed toward to door trying to make her escape without anybody seeing her.
"I don't think you trust,
In my self righteous suicide,
I cry when angels deserve to die
In my self righteous suicide,
I cry when angels deserve to die"
"And why would that be?"
"She has those same eyes you had after everything happened. Her eyes lost emotion just like yours did." with that said Kontonashi got up,
"Father, Father, Father, Father!
Father into your hands, I commend my spirit,
Father, into your hands,
Why have you forsaken me,
In your eyes forsaken me,
In your thoughts forsaken me,
In your heart forsaken, me oh!
"I should be going. I have a feeling that I am going to have to deal with some anger management tomorrow. I'll see you Kakashi."
"Hai, I have a feeling that we will be meeting sooner then we hoped." After watching his friend leave he also headed out the door to go find his own refuge.
Trust in my self righteous suicide
I cry when angels deserve to die
In my self righteous suicide
I cry when angels deserve to die..."
By the time the song ended she already slipped out the door with no one truly seeing her, or so she thought, yet when there is two unwelcome shadows followed the girl out.
That's it for now
(1) Means good evening
Till Next time... please review.