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Chapter 1- Wearing my heart on a sleeve.
Isabelle's POV
I closed my eyes.
Max sitting there holding that tiny solder.
Max asking me to read him a comic book.
Max telling me he loved me
Max wanting to talk to me.
Out of all my worst days, nothing compared to this awful pain in my stomach. For a moment my parents didn't matter. Simon didn't matter, Jace didn't matter, Alec didn't matter, Clary didn't matter. Even my parents didn't matter. Why did bad things happen to me?
I sit on my bed in the Institute thinking about the worst day of my life. I run my hands over the rune patterns on my arms. Their everywhere, this life of killing. Christmas time was here and Max wasn't here to run around, franticly asking for comic books from Santa. I felt tears wet my cheeks. I couldn't take the pain head on like Jace. I couldn't talk about it with someone like Alec. I kept it to myself. I can't take this pain eating away at me.
I walk over to the tiny glass vase on my vanity. It was painted with flowers and it had been my 5th generation Aunt Sophie's anniversary gift from her husband, Gideon. I picked it up and let it drop, hearing a satisfying shatter sound it made when it hit the ground.
Only then had I realized what I had done. I frantically started picking up the glass pieces, watching every memory of Max I ever had vanish with the each piece of porcelain I threw away. Once it was all picked up, I looked down at my hands to see cuts and blood bubbling at the site. I couldn't even feel them. I washed them off in the bathroom, feeling the sting and burn when I poured antiseptic on them.
I heard the door open and saw Jace standing there. Clary must not be here, strangely I didn't care if she was or not.
"I heard a shatter, by the angel Isabelle your hands!" he exclaimed while pointing at them. I held them at my side, feeling the new blood get on my pants. I looked into his amber eyes and saw the same guilt I was feeling. I started to sob, which I had never done in front of Jace before. "Did Simon do something, because I swear when I'm done with him he will" I cut him off by slapping him crossed the face. He looked into my eyes and could tell what was wrong.
"Izzy, it wasn't your fault. Stop blaming yourself." He told me. "I-I ca- can't, I-it was ALL MY FAULT!" I choked screaming the last part. I collapsed on the floor, sobbing in my bloody hands. Jace got on his knees with a bandage in hand and wrapped my hand up. I soon fell asleep, my last thought thinking how cold those tiles were. My inky hair serving as a blanket.
Maybe I should wear my heart on my sleeve anymore, because I always let the wrong people in
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