I don't even know why I came. Maybe it was just so that Grace could shut the hell up. Ugh I love that girl to pieces but she is the most annoying person ever when she wants you to do something for her.

I'm Amy by the way! Well Amy Juergens, and I'm being forced to go to our school's football game against my will. I hate football and Grace knows that. Well, I don't hate it but I don't really have an interest for it. At all.

Grace and I have always been best friends. We lived in the same neighborhood as kids so I was always at her house and she was always at mine. She's my role dog, the Robin to my Batman, the Patrick to my Spongebob, the Bonnie to my Clyde and so on… but you get. She's just always been there; especially when my parents divorced and I needed a shoulder to cry on. She's one of those ride or die chicks. I just love that girl!

But anyway, back to the stupid football game. I honestly don't know why people come to these things. I mean what's so cool about dudes tackling each other, running up and down a field and getting dirty and sweaty?. Like ewww! Don't they get tired from all that running? The only time I want to see a dude get all sweaty is when… never mind I'll just keep that to myself.

Even though I hate these things, I do like coming to see who's here and if I can pick up some bait. F.Y.I. bait is like having a boy to talk to. That's what Grace, Adrian, and I came up with one day. We have too much time on our hands. But yeah, I really need someone to talk to. I'm so bored now a days since I cut back on my schedule. I don't have as many photo shoot bookings now since I school started again. I'm a sophomore in college and I learned my lesson last year not to overwhelm myself with work and school. I kid you not that I had high blood pressure with all the stress of work and trying to keep my grades up. That is something I never want to experience ever again!

Once we finally got to the game, Grace and I headed out of my car. We were taking my car therefore we were going to leave when I wanted to. Something Grace had to compromise on since I didn't really want to be here in the first place.

Once we paid for our tickets, we spotted Adrian sitting in the bleachers all the way at the top. Just great! Note the sarcasm.

"Really Adrian, you just had to sit at the top of the bleachers?" I complained.

"Hey, you didn't have to come and sit up here no one put a gun to your head." Answered Adrian.

"Ugh, whatever."

"Seriously, what's up with you? You've never had this bad of an attitude before and you haven't even greeted me properly."

"Hi Adrian, How are you today? It's good to see you."

"Lovely, and thanks for asking. But seriously what's up?"

"I don't know what's up with her either, she's been like that all day." Interupted Grace. Then she leaned in and whispered to Adrian about me having my period or something.

"No I'm not on my period, my mom called me earlier."

A chorus of knowing ohhh's was heard. Those two knew the whole back story with my mom. She and I never have been on good terms. We never see eye to eye. It's like ever since she left Ashley and me for her new little fling and was m.i.a for like five years, I just don't have the need for her presence in my life anymore. I just felt that she kicked us to the curb for some dude who she only dated for like two months. That's why now when she calls I avoid them but me not checking the number on my phone today I had to have a conversation with her. And it did not go well at all. Ever since that call I've been in a bitchy mood.

I'm not usually like this. I'm actually a nice girl. I try to avoid drama at all costs therefore me not answering her calls. Every time I talk to her she's always trying to fix our relationship and act like nothing ever happened. Like she didn't abandon my sister and me. But this time when she called she wanted me to meet her new husband and that's she pregnant with my little brother. Like I could give a shit about them two. I only give pity to that little baby cause Anne is someone I can only tolerate for a couple of minutes, an hour tops.

But yeah, I have no intention of see her or him. My sister Ashley still talks to her from time to time but I just can't do it. Her disappearance might not have affected Ashley as much as it did me and I guess that's why Ashley is still talking to her and not me. The day she left was the day my relationship with her died. I don't know if I would be able to forgive her. Before she left she was one of my best friends. I loved my mother to death. I still do but not like it was before. Right now I don't feel like rebuilding that relationship. Maybe in the future but right now I just can't. Some people think I'm overreacting and being dramatic but they weren't there. When my mom left I felt like I lost myself. My mom was my rock. Sure Grace is my best friend but there is nobody like your mother. That's just something you can't replace. After she left I don't think I was ever the same. It did take me a long time to come to turns with what she did.

She left right when I first started high school. Do you know I had to ask my dad to go by me tampons? Yea that was just one lovely conversation. But thank God for Grace's mom. She was there for all those dreadful teenage years. Kathleen is the best.

"So what did she call for this time?" Adrian asked me while watching the game.

"Guess what? She's pregnant now." They gave that look. That's why I love these girls they know she's full of shit too. "Yea." I shook my head. "She wants me to visit them in Jacksonville. Seriously if I don't answer your calls why would I want to see you?"

"Why? She apparently didn't give a fuck about you when she left and abandoned you and your sister." Grace argued.

"I know that's what I'm saying. I don't know. I just think now that she knows I'm in Miami, she thinks its some kind of sign that we should get back on good terms." I just shrugged my shoulders. I was so over talking about Anne. I turned my attention back to the game.

About five minutes later I decided to go to concession stand to occupy myself. I really did try to watch that game. I really did. I just couldn't get into it to save my life. Another little fact about me is that if I'm not interested in it I will get bored easily and my mind will wonder off to something else. I think I might have like a minor ADHD problem. Oh well.

When I got in line I was wondering what I wanted. I hadn't eaten since lunchtime and it was seven something at night. Once I ordered my food and got something for the girls too I was on my way back to our seats.

When the game was over Grace and I said bye to Adrian and I told her I'd see her tomorrow at the photo shoot. When I was walking to the exit gate, some butt head was running and almost knocked me on my ass. Lucky me that he caught the both of us before we both got embarrassed.

Before I could say anything he spoke up and said he was sorry. He better had said it or it was about to get real up at this gate. I can get ghetto if I have to. When I finally looked up I immediately forgave him.

When I say I just saw my future husband I was not lying. Sexy, gorgeous, Adonis, handsome, make you wanna smack your mamma fine, dip you in chocolate and lick it all off you good looking! I didn't know how to describe him. But I'd never been so happy to be run into like that. Whoo he is fine! I had to remind myself to go to church Sunday to thank god for blessing me. He had that chocolate brown color hair just like a Hershey bar. And he just had the cutest face I'd ever seen. He smelt good too! I bet he uses that Ralph Lauren cologne. And to top it off he had on a pair of glasses. Am I the only one who is a sucker for a cute guy with glasses? It just brings on this sexy vibe. Glasses make you look smart and it is one of my biggest fantasies to have sex with a nerd. *sigh* I think I just died and went to heaven. Or at least a little turned on right now. I know when I get home I'm gonna need to change my panties.

I finally found my voice and told him it was okay. "Hi, I'm Amy." He let me go and I almost poked my lip out in defiance but I had to remember where I was.

"I'm so sorry, I was running after my friend Ben and I was totally not watching where I was going. Yea, and I'm Richard by the way." So sexy sexy's name was Richard. Hmm. It fits him too; he does looks like some rich chocolate. You know the kind you only get during Valentine's Day because it's so expensive? Yea he surely is my Godiva chocolate!

"Well I'm sorry again, but I have to go. It was nice meeting you Amy." And with that he was gone. He left so fast I couldn't even say bye. Ugh I so wanted his number too. Damn it! Now I doubt I'll even see him again. This school has like an assload of students attending it and that's just to say if he even goes here. Ugh fuck my life!