A/N:

I don't own Sailor Moon, this fanific is dark so just be warned.

Chapter 1:

"Sailor Moon, Watch out!"

'Betrayal.'

"Neptune!"

'He…He Betrayed us all.'

"Damnit!"

'He was…'

"Oh God Neptune….Neptune!"

'Our Prince.'

"Ru…Ka…."

'Why….'

"Michi…Michi please stay with me."

'How could you?'

"I…Lo..ove…You."

'WHY?!'

"MICHIRU!"

Haruka woke with a start, the sun was barely visible from the drawn curtains of the bedroom. She didn't know what time or even what day it was anymore. Looking over at the empty side of the bed where her lover once warmed the realization of what had happened months before came crashing down on her. Michiru was indeed dead, killed by the man whom the trusted above all else. Memories of that day replayed in Haruka's head as if she was seeing it all for the first time. Holding her head in her hands, she fought back tears at the mere image of her lover lifeless in her arms. How the inner senshis face's looked when they came upon the scene before them. Michiru, blood running down the side of her mouth, a gaping hole in her abdomen where Tuxedo Kamen had ran her through, Momaru bloodied and dead by Haruka's on hands and sword.

There was no consoling Haruka as her cries echoed through the stillness of the day. Ami, the most collective of the inners, tried her very best to put together the reasons of the tragedy that laid before her eyes. "That bastard you called your prince did this…"

"Momaru? No, there must be some-"

"HE'S PLANNED THIS SINCE THE SILVER MILLENNIUM!" Haruka screamed at Ami making her recoil in shock. That's right, Momaru planned to kill Usagi since day one. He was tired of always taking a back seat to the Moon Princess, always having to obey her and her guards, Never a say of his own, not even proper powers of his own. Queen Beryl, His kidnappings, everything besides Pharaoh 90 and Mistress 9 were his doing, his attempts to kill and become sole heir. In the end as with every villain they have come across, he paid the ultimate price and unfortunately claimed a life along the way.

"Where were you four?! Never have you left her side in battle but this one time…THIS ONE TIME WHEN IT MATTERED THE MOST!" Haruka screamed in agony. Her next words she regretted the most, pain, heart break, sorrow all fueled her mind and mouth that day, and in the midst of a terrible loss, people will say ugly, terrible things. "It should have been one of you…YOU SHOULD HAVe DIED NOT MICHIRU!" Her words echoed in her head a hundred times over. Setsuna and Hotaru had to drag the wind senshi away as they foresaw only more pain if she stayed.

'Setsuna…oh god Hotaru' Tears formed in Haruka's eyes as the memories of the tragic day soon turned to the recollections of the tragic night. As soon as the three remaining outer senshi walked inside the house Haruka lost in on the green haired Time senshi. She had taken Setsuna by the collar of her shirt and slammed her against the wall. "You knew about this didn't you? DIDN'T YOU?!" Haruka spat at the olive skinned woman.

"Haruka…. I swear to you I had no clue tha-" *SLAP*Setsuna stood in shock as Haruka back handed her so hard, it echoed through the house and even made Setsuna taste a bit of blood.

"DON'T YOU DARE FUCKEN LIE TO ME YOU GODDAMN CUNT! YOU ARE THE MOTHER FUCKEN TIME SENSHI, I KNOW YOU HAD SOME CLUE!" Haruka screamed at Setsuna making the taller woman recoil from the rage in the blonde woman's eyes.

"Ha-Haruka please, If I would have gotten any clue you know I would have stopped-"

"YOU LYING WHORE!" What came next Haruka almost immediately regretted, she punched Setsuna over and over making her almost unrecognizable. Hotaru tried to pull Haruka away from her other adoptive parent, begging and pleading for her to stop hurting Setsuna. Haruka, in the state of rage she was in turned her aggression towards her twelve-year-old daughter and nearly strangled her to death. If it wasn't for Hotaru calling out to Haruka she would have succeeded. That night Haruka kicked the two out of the house and lived alone since then.

Haruka spent most of her time crying for days on end and pleading to the heavens to send her lover back to her. Showers were rare, food was hardly ever eaten and the house was always dark. Her manager left voice mail after voice mail, pleading Haruka to call him just to know she was okay and said she had all the time in the world to mourn Michiru's death. Michiru's old manager called a few times a month just to make sure Haruka was okay but the call always went unanswered. A few weeks' prior, Haruka couldn't stand the pain and heart ache from the loss of her lover and purchased a gun. She put one of Michiru's old CDs on, held one of her dresses in her hand and stuck the gun in her mouth. If it wasn't for the fact she left the window open just enough for two talking felines to squeeze through, she would have joined her lover in heaven.

Haruka touched the side of her cheek were Luna, the black cat, scratched deep gashes into her leaving permanent scars. Artemis, the white cat, was the one to knock the gun from the wind senshi's hand and both chided her for even considering such things. Every now and then Haruka would notice them around the outside of the house or in the trees watching over her, making sure she wouldn't attempt suicide again. Haruka got out of bed and looked outside noticing the pair asleep in the tree by her window in the morning sun. She sighed and made her way down stairs looking for something to eat, or take a bite of but came to realize, there was only a brown banana and a few cans of beans. Making her way to the front door she got her car keys and wallet then stopped just as she approached the front door. 'Just get a few things and come back.' She thought to herself as she opened the door and headed out to her car.