How do you cope with losing your lover, they say what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger. BULLSHIT...it makes you a shitload weaker!
The wind blew softly through Elena's long brown hair away from her face, cold wind caressed her cheeks making them blush pink. She shivered in her bedsheet. The view at the boarding house balcony was extraordinary. The afterglow of love-making still glowed on her. It was a clear night all the stars were perfectly visible. A warmth wrapped it's way around her. Strong muscular arms that cradled her into a strong chest with no heartbeat.
''What are you doing outside love?'' Stefan asked her light as a whisper into her ear.
Her creamy skin goosbumped under the sound of his voice and the coolness of his breath against it.
''Enjoying the calm before the storm'' Elena awnsered leaning against his chest.
Her mind was occupied with problems and conflict that needed to be dealt with. How Katherine tried to break them apart. How they had to hide their relationship from the world so the people she loved wouldn't be hurt. How katherine had gotten to Caroline who now was a vampire. How even though she was so infuriated and mad at Damon for what he did to Jeremy, part of her missed the friendship and her heart broke everytime she saw his face when Katherine's name was mentioned. How she could never ever tell Stefan that last worry because he'd see it as Elena developing feelings for Damon. Sometimes she wondered of their relationship was worth all this trouble. True enough the good times were wonderful, but lately also few in numbers.
"It'll be alright we'll figure it out, you and I are destined to be together you'll see" Stefan smiled.
"Destiny is cruel Stefan, it took my parents away from me, it brought Katherine to you and Damon, it kills people, destroys lives, and hurts everything along it's path, it does not bring to people together''
Elena worked herself up in her rant. She hated beeing on the sideline of yet another fight. Being to weak and powerless to do anything about the situation she had caused...or at least her 150 year or older twin did.
"tsk tsk love, so synical, you almost sound like-''
"DO NOT! mention his name right now that is the last thing I am in the mood for!'' Elena interupted him.
She didn't want to talk about Damon. Mostly because ever since Isobel told her he was in love with her and he kissed her (or rather Katherine posing as her) She tried to search for reasons to be mad at him. To keep him at a certain distance, even though she loved Stefan with all her heart , she didn't trust herself around Damon.
Stefan kissed her softly on the cheeck. And took her hand "Come to bed love"
"I cant sleep, I'm to worked up" Elena sighed.
"Tell you what " Stefan smirked " Look up to the stars, if you could make one wish right now, what would it be? anything your heart desires, wish for it, and i'll give it to you''
''I'd wish for that bitch of an ex of yours to drop dead'' Elena awnsered bitter. She tried not to laugh after she heard herself say that, it was to horrible to say even for her, and even about Katherine.
"No you wouldn't you are not like that'' Stefan whispered
"Then what am I Stefan Salvatore?" Elena whispered turning around so they were face to face.
Stefan kissed her forehead softly "You are kind'' he whispered. Then he kissed the tip of her nose ''And warm'' he worked his way to her cheeck just below her ear '' Gentle''
Elena moaned as she pressed herself harder against him directing his lips back to her in a passionate kiss. His kisses were gentle and loving, soft and carefull. She pressed her lips harder against his and dropped the pale pink bedsheet she was wearing to the balcony floor. Her hands fiddeled with the blue cotton shirt he was wearing when he stopped her.
"Not now love, even though you won't admit it , you are tired and need to rest'' he said softly.
Elena rolled her eyes. ''Stefan I love you for beeing so considerate, but sometimes i want you to cut the gentleman crap and fuck my brains out.'' She moaned close against his face.
Stefan smiled and took a step back. ''That is no talk for a lady Elena'' he said.
"Wel contrary to popular belief stefan I'm not always a lady, or a perfect little princess'' She said annoyed.
"You look pretty perfect to me'' Stefan laughed. ''Now seriously you never awnsered my question, what would you wish for?"
Elena took a moment to think about her wish. To REALLY think about it. but in the end she already knew what she wanted. '' I'd wish for normal again'' She whispered looking at the sky.
Nota: Hey guys! Hope you enjoyed the first chapter of my little experiment! Be sure to comment and review so I know what you think and what might need to be improved!
I base every chapter on a song or a sentence out of a song, obviously this was Airplaned by B.O.B. and Hayley Williams! Know any songs I should listen too? don't be afraid to let me know the title!
Oh and a quick big shout out to my wondefull Beta-reader. twilight-obsessedYEPTWILIGHT for doing an awsome job with helping me out ^^thanks loads!