A/N: This story has lots of violence and sex and all the things like in 'Game of Thrones' (OMG IKR? *fangirl squee*). I wrote it to my sister Chaine and she really loved it a LOOOOOT and so this is dedicated for you Chaine and never stop loving you're wolf boy (I'm talking about Jon Snow)

Chapter One: Frostbitten Kisses of Love

It was cold in the North and Laurinae shivered fragilely as she walked behind the wagon filled with big, muscly men in a cage. One of them had a mask on that covered his mouth, but there were little bars in between the hole and you could see through them his gross teeth that were yellow and green and sharp like an animals. Every time she looked at him by mistake he smiled at her like he wanted to eat her like she was a steak or something, so she tried hard not to look at him as she walked.

As she shivered fragilely, Laurinae kept her big beautiful green eyes staring at the ground instead, choosing instead to look at the mud and the snow and other gross things lying in it like rotting arms that had been chopped off by the wildlings when they had raided the villages and raped all the women before killing them and eating them.

Her eyes filled with tears, remembering what had happened just last night when the wildlings had come to her village. In the middle of the night, she had heard everyone screaming and her mother had dragged her out of bed and told her to run away. But then a big bald wildling with scars on his face had come in and chopped her mother's head with an axe and Laurinae had tried to fight him but he was too big strong and he raped her and was going to kill her. But before he killed her, she spat in his face and ran away, leaving her village behind her, smouldering in the ashes.

As she had lay in the snow in the nearby forest to hide from the wildlings, the cold had frozen her tears on her cheeks and the cold would have killed her or the dire wolves would have eaten her if she hadn't been found by a man of the Night's Watch. His name was Yoren and he was quite old and gross – like the other men who were with him who were probably all rapers and murderers from the dungeons in Kings Landing – but she had had no choice but to follow him so he could protect her from the wildlings. They didn't allow women into the Night's Watch, but Laurinae had cut her long golden hair before Yoren had come and so she looked like a boy. She was also wearing men's clothes because she always helped her father out in the field with the farming, so she had never worn dresses.

It seemed like they had been walking a long time, but just before Laurinae got tired Yoren suddenly called for them to stop and when she looked up she saw a huge wooden gate with spikes at the top in between tall walls covered in snow. This was Castle Black, the home of the Night's Watch whose job was to live by the wall and make sure that the White Walkers didn't get through some of the holes. Her grandmother – who had also been killed last night by the wildlings – had told her stories that the White Walkers were even scarier than the wildlings and Laurinae trembled in fear as the gates opened and Yoren led them inside.

Inside, she found herself in a courtyard that looked dusty and snowy, with some sacks sitting in the corner and in the other corner there were some younger looking guys fighting each other with wooden swords. Laurinae's beautiful green eyes opened wide in shock but she told herself that she couldn't be afraid.

She had to keep pretending to be a man so she could join the Night's Watch and find the wildlings who had killed her village so she could take revenge.

It was then that – suddenly – she was hit by something hard that she didn't see and fell onto the floor. But, before she hit the floor, suddenly something grabbed her arm and stopped her and she looked up to see…

A man. A beautiful man, with sad brown eyes and long black curly hair and a little bit of a beard. Her voice caught in her throat.

"Oh God, I'm so sorry!" the man said in a beautiful voice that sounded like a nobleman and not like some farm boy or raper. Laurinae blushed, wondering who he was. "I didn't mean to bump into you, I wasn't looking where I was going!"

"T-T-That's okay…"